Dear My Gentleman.

Assalamualaikum. Hi dear. :)

         Enjoying your my past stories so far? Had enough of stalking? and hurting? Dear, there's a difference of just want to know and want to know because you care.

My Gentleman,

         I know, sooner or later you'll be reading this. Well, I believe soon enough. This is a special blog post from me to you, in my public yet personal life blog. :)

        Love experiences, I had a lot. And 95% of them are bad and make the reason why am I like this today. No matter how bad and good they are, now they are only lessons learned in my life. But you? You are my present and future dear. :*

          Thank you, for making the first move. To embrace yourself to step inside my life, and now making it our world. If it wasn't you who bravely asked my number 11 months ago (we met each other on May 2015), we might have been with the wrong person now. :P

          People might be wondering why am I so sure saying that you are the part of my world, well this time, I just knew. I got that believe and trust from you honey. Yes you. We funnily perfect each other like a different shape puzzled that were meant to be glued together. Oh yes, we surely are like that. Simple example, our favorite part of a whole chicken is different that when we divide it, there wont be a fight. Simply because we're awesome like that.

         Had no one be able to bear me as you are now dear. I love you so much, and yes, only YOU.

Sincerely,

Your Princess :*

*Dah, nak balik kerja ni. :P*

3 Things To Consider: To Cut It Off Or Not?

         Hi and assalamualaikum guys! So yeah, it's been a long time, without you my blog~ ~ ~

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          Anyways, as the title say, I'll talk about relationship for this new post actually. A relationship won't be happy all the time from the moment it happened until you don't know what's going on in it too. It takes all the elements to make it complete as a whole. You get through the dark alleys before you found the light in the end of the road guys. Well, here are 3 things you should at least consider before breaking up (mostly girls).

The Feeling

          

          Is it really the feeling that faded away or you're just merely mad at your partner? Just take a time to stand back, take a deep breath and think rationally. How will that affect you if you say it? And what is the outcome if its another way round? If the answer would later make you in grief and you can make it sustain longer if its another way round, then stay. You are not thinking rationally. Plus, if you've been together for quite some times. Why cut it off when the feeling is there? Do you really think someone else could handle your craziness as well as your partner did?

The Memories

          When you're alone at your own space and suddenly some memories about you and him/her come barging in, does it makes you smile or start to regret things? If it smiles, laughter, making you feel of missing him/her and want to be by his/her side at that time, then you don't really want to break-up. You just actually want the attention from your loved one. It just where the hormone play sensitive-loving feels game so strong. Instead, what you can do is to open up, put your ego aside and enough with a starter to just send him/her a text saying "I miss you." It will then definitely soften thing up a bit. :) Usually, its the unnecessary ego that tear the relationship apart. 

The Contrast

Now you're using the excuses of being too different personalities for a break-up. Is it really the excuse? Does the differences are the things that bother you the most in your relationship? Now think; is it the difference that you can't handle or the chemistry is not there? Let me tell you, these two are different things. There's differences that make you complete as a whole and there might be no chemistry even you are just so similar in any way. You need a friend that is similar with you, but a lover who are different to complete you. Will you be able to keep the relationship going if both of you just love the same things with no different preference for years? Can you keep up with another you? Or an opposite of you that complete you?

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          Don't jump to a conclusion too quick. if there's a PROBLEM, DISCUSS with each other to SORT THINGS OUT. Do not simply make a conclusion just from your side. Problem comes in relationship as a test; to see whether the love is strong enough. Don't give up easily as you should believe, there's always silver lining behind everything. Well as for, there's unicorn after the storm. (as rainbow is too mainstream and the happiness you get is slightly bigger after you go through shit). You don't actually need a lot of advices,just some times to think with a little guide. That's it from me. Till then, Farewell~

Random

          Hi and Assalamualaikum. Hai guys. Don't even know if someone is reading this. Just posting out of boredom in the middle of the night. So yeah, we've entered 2015. *Yeaay* Increase in age numbers, getting older, shorter life and closer to death. Hmmmm. My resolution? Nothing in specific, but I'll just kept it alone. :)

         Love huh? Friends at my age are getting married, having cute babies and such. While me? I am still confused. If only heart was easier to handle, like having those switches, on and off. It could be simpler. But yeah, you wish, Ain. I just never have a really good love story that I can tell. I'm suck at being a lover. Or is it me that friendzone myself from everyone? I'm loving someone while liking the others. How can I control it? Loving someone whom I know have no possibility for us to end up together makes me gave a chance to someone I barely like. I am a traditional female dude. I still have fantasy on falling in love after getting married. While marriage is not a big deal for me, it somehow is to my Mom. "I'll just accept anyone who want to marry you if it'll be long" - Mom. Me? Confused.

          A lot that happened to me, I let go the good guy with having thinking they can't love me for real. I am no good with him. He's just too good for me. Am I making excuses to myself or I am just a fool in love thingy? Apart from that, I am just not ready to get married as I am afraid my children'll be like me. By having my bad attitude. I don't want that. I am still not ready to take care of another me. I am not strong enough. I've sinned a lot. I'm a sinner. I am just no good. Am I looking down too much on myself? Do I have no more trust in me? It always got me wonder. Do I deserve someone good or worse than me? How I wish to cut off these feelings. How I wish.....

          By writhing these, several name pop-up in my mind. Making me thinking, sinking into memories lane and getting hurt by myself. I should just stop. May this year teach me on how to be tougher. Hati Kering it is. Till then, farewell. Assalamualaikum. :)

Tentangmu

np : I really Don't Care // Demi Lovato

Rintih hati meruntun pedih,

Tanpa kau tahu air yang mengalir.

Kelopak mata menyaksi semua,

Pasang telinga terima derita.

Masa ku rasa kaku,

Berhenti menginjak dari paksi rajukmu,

Membuatku ragu,

Apa sebenar kemahuan rasamu.

Maju kau mundur,

Terlukaku hanyut,

Moga tak kendur,

Tali cinta berhikayat.

miszaein, 2014 Dec 20

H.I.K

np : Malaikat by Hazama

          Hai dan assalamualaikum. Lama dah Ain tak update blog.. ada lah sorang dua bertanya bila nak update. Maka, ini lah harinya pabila terdetik rasa hati nak menjengah blog sendiri, menaip tinta untuk tatapan. Gittew!

         Selalunya, hakikat manusia yang apabila terlalu banyak benda berlaku, sampai tak tahu nak cerita mana satu. End up clueless and speechless sebab you can't just let it out of your mind and rather keep it with a heavy heart. Well, currently applied to me.

          Jadi setelah diteliti kedalamannya, eloklah kita bercerita tentang ironi, hipokrasi atau kepura-puraan. Don't bluff me saying you never gone through this. I believe everyone do this. In fact, some of us do it every time, every day, to survive in this world. No matter how much love you have towards honesty, this just got to happen. To survive.

          Let me just tell me my story then. I used to be a good liar. But then I learned something. That no matter how much truth will hurt you, it is the best way you can live with. And it is what I am applying to my life currently. For being honest to the most of things I am saying. But then again, you should know that being secretive is another thing. Secret is someone's trust you have to keep. Mind that. After living with being honest for a long time, I am now unable to lie properly. Haha.

          I am a student but I am also worker. Those who're in my place can relate to this very closely I believe. In an organisation especially, people will never stop talking about someone else's back. Experienced it? Then you know. No matter how nice you are to them, there's always something about you that people want to talk about with someone else. Weird huh? Don't be. This is reality. A world live in by cruel heartless people. I somehow thank Allah for this opportunity to work while studying. You know why, cause it makes me ready to face real s**t that happen in an organisation. Inilah kepura-puraan. Hipokrasi.

          And being a communication student, I found it funny that we have the most miscommunication problems. Irony huh? Well, that's world people. These communication students sometimes think they are good enough to handle things on their own without seeking other people's help. And when it proven wrong, they gone quiet and talking bout others thing. This is so FUNNY. Ironically funny. As for me who didn't like to trouble others though others are throwing all the problems to me, I came up with a solution and solve it myself. This is the irony of people I am talking about.

          Dan kepura-puraan. Dalam kalangan kengkawan pun kau berpura-pura kekadang. Terpaksa. Jangan tipulah kata tak pernah. Kau terpaksa pura-pura sama ada sebab nak jaga hati dia atau taknak friendship korang hancur. Well, that's what I applied it for. Yang pura-pura sebab lain tu selalunya ada agenda tersembunyi and lebih baik ditinggalkan lah. Take it or leave it guys. Dan diri kita sendiri pun, kalau dah tahu apa yang tak elok, patutlah berubah. Don't be too drastic, but take it slow. Biar lambat asal selamat peeps. Use it the right way.

         Some people will never appreciate your presence no matter how much you do to ease them. And some other people just use your presence to the fullest for their benefit. I speak my heart peeps. I talk experiences. I might be young by age, but experiences are not measured by those digits. Just live your life to the fullest. Be good to your parents. Do good to others. Speak your heart out to someone if you're hurting. No one meant to be alone in this world. We're all paired up. It's either we gonna meet him/her here or hereafter. Thanks for reading. Wassalam. :)

        When you decided to make a decision, have a back up plan. :)

Throwback Aidilfitri

          np: Eyes, Nose, Lips // Lydia Paek

         Assalamualaikum dan hai semua. Dah lama gila kan Ain tak update blog ni. Last masa puasa rasanya, ke masa kerja. Haha, tak ingat. Okaylah, rasanya pada saat ini bulan Syawal telah officially melabuhkan tirainya. Jadi memang kenalah kan kalau tajuk entry Ain kalini ada throwback tu. =)

          Raya kalini, alhamdulillah ayah ada bersama pada raya pertama setelah dua tahun terpaksa bekerja pada raya pertama. *YEAY*. Dan Ain pun dah tak menangis masa melawat kubur arwah nenek kesayangan haritu. Mungkin hati ini dah mula redha dan lebih memahami. :) Okay, jom terjah sikit gambar-gambar raya pertama Ain dengan family. ~^^

*Sweet tak Parents Ain?*

*siblings*

*Dengan the only Atok and Makcik's family*

          

*And the whole family is here. YEAY*

           Dan itulah sekitar apa yang berlaku sewaktu raya pertama di Aidilfitri 2014. :D Jangan disangka Ain yang besar ni dah tak dapat duit raya ya? Ain masih layak selagi masih belajar. Ngeh ngeh. XP 

         Pada budak-budak UPM seangkatan dengan Ain, mesti dah tahu yang result keluar beberapa hari sebelum raya. Punya lah terkejut tengok ada satu F dalam result. Rupanya lecturer tak key in markah lagi. Pasrah. Setelah beberapa lama, hal tersebut telah pun dapat diselesaikan dan Ain dapat First Class untuk sem 4. Alhamdulillah. Berkat doa ibu ayah ni, yakin. Heee.

        Okay, tetiba dah rasa malas nak update pepanjang pula. Kat sini Ain nak bagitahu yang rabu ini, bersamaan 27hb Ogos 2014, Ain akan terbang ke Sarawak. Doakan keselamatan Ain dan rakan-rakan yang lain ya? Kitorang budak-budak YSD ni ada buat program Rejuvinasi Minda Menuju Kecemerlangan di UPM Kampus Bintulu, Sarawak. Alang-alang, melawat kampus kedua UPM, ye dak? Ihiks. Okaylah, nanti Ain updte lain. Mungkin lepas dah habis kem. Okay, kem ni habis 30hb nya nanti. Pray for us okay guys? 

p/s: tang now playing kat permulaan entry tu ialah lagu yang Ain tengan minat sekarang. Lagu asal oleh Tae Yang. Boleh tengok cover-cover yang dibuat oleh YG Family yang lain seperti Akdong Musician dan Tablo. Setakat ni, takda satu pun yang menghampakan Ain. Okay lah semua, tata. Wasalam~^^

Ain't About It

The love I ain't talking about,

the heartache is.

The mistakes I ain't complaining about,

the no effort is.

The past I ain't talking about,

the time is.

The understanding I ain't talking about,

the chemistry is.

Sometimes,

It ain't about the big deal,

But
the small thing you did,
the effort you shown,
the care you gave in.


I ain't asking you to be
My prince charming
My ideal guy
My gentleman


I wanted you to be you
With an addition of understanding me
And be US.


Please,
The heartache I am feeling is no kidding.

Kepala Hitam Putih

          Assalamualaikum dan hai semua. Haaa, sejak 2 3 hari ni, rajin pula Ain update blog kan? Al maklumlah, tengah cuti katanya, kerja pun tak dapat lagi. Hee. Kalau tengok tajuk kat atas tu, mungkin ada yang ingat Ain nak cerita pasal kepala orang warna hitam putih, tapi tak ye pembaca semua. Sebenarnya Ain nak cerita pasal whitehead dan blackhead. Mungkin ada yang tahu dan ada yang tak tahu. Meh Ain terangkan.

         Sebelum ni, Ain pun tak tahu apa kebenda whitehead dan blackhead tu. Dok dengar orang cakap je. Perasan muka sendiri tak ada masalah tu sebab tak ada jerawat semua. Tapi rupa-rupanya Ain silap. Kekadang, orang yang muka dia bersih pun ada. Yang jelas kelihatan, selalunya blackhead pada mereka berkulit cerah dan whitehead pada mereka yang berkulit agak gelap, macam Ain. Heee

          Okay, kat atas ni adalah antara contoh blackhead dan whitehead. Yang di kiri anda tu blackhead dan di kanan anda adalah whitehead. Macam yang dapat dilihat, benda ni tak begitu ketara, lagi-lagi whitehead. Macam Ain, whitehead ain tak begitu ketara, tak boleh lah nak jadikan contoh sangat pun. Hee.

         Sebenarnya, post kali ni Ain nak kongsikan tips macam mana nak hilangkan whitehead ni dengan mudah, murah dan tanpa rasa sakit. Mungkin ada yang dah tahu, tapi Ain masih lagi nak kongsikan apa yang Ain tahu. Bahan-bahan yang kita berlukan hanyalah sebiji telur dan beberapa helai tisu. :)

Cara - Caranya:

1. Basuh muka dahulu agar kulit lebih bersih dari kotoran.

    *p/s: gunakan tisu instead of towel untuk mengelap. Lebih bersih. :)*

2. Pecahkan telur dan asingkan putih telur dan kuning telurnya.

    *p/s: ambil sikit je putih telur untuk elakkan pembaziran. Yang lainnya boleh goreng. :)*

3. Sapukan di bahagian yang ketara dahulu dan kemudian di seluruh muka.

    *p/s: Elakkan sapu di bahagian kening ya? Takut menjerit masa nak tanggalkan nanti.

4. Letakkan tisu di tempat yang disapukan putih telur.

    *p/s: bahagikan tisu kepada bahagian paling nipis. Akan memudahkan proses lekat dan tanggal.*

5. Kemudian, sapukan semula putih telur di atas lapisan tisu.

   *p/s: bertujuan memberi lebih kelekatan pada tisu di muka.

6. Tunggu 15 minit, tanggalkan perlahan-lahan dan cuci muka. Dah siap!

   *p/s: kalaudiperhatikan di tisu yang ditanggalkan, akan terlihatlah whitehead yang dikeluarkan.*

         Atas ni adalah hasil daripada percubaan pertama Ain yang baru dibuat sebentar tadi. Walaupun rupanya tak semenggah, tapi boleh lah. Heeee. Adik jadi mangsa sebab ada lebihan putih telur. :)

         Dan yang ini pula adalah hasilnya selepas 15 minit. Kulit muka rasa lebih licin dan whitehead Ain pun dah hilang. Memula macam tak percaya, tapi bila dah picit-picit kat hidung tu dan tak ada benda putih yang selalu keluar, maka Ain isytiharkannya sebagai BERJAYA!

         Dengan 6 cara mudah dan kos yang rendah, whitehead dan blackhead dapat dihilangkan begitu sahaja. Nak kesan yang lebih mantop, buat setiap malam okay? SELAMAT MENCUBA! Assalamualaikum. :)

P/s: Selamat datang bulan Julai. ~^^

Tips Ramadhan?

          Assalamualaikum dan hai semua. Jadi, macam mana firt Ramadhan ni? Ada yang kantoi tak? Yangterkejutnya, harini first time adik aku yang kecik umur 5 tahun tu puasa penuh. Tahniah Mei. *tepuk tangan*

          Jadi, post kali ni nak perkatakan tentang tips ramadhan. Tips yang nak diperkatakan ni mungkin dah banyak kali dengar, tapi kali ni Ain nak kaitkan dengan pengalaman Ain sendiri juga.

Juadah Berbuka

          Ini sememangnya menjadi orang kata perkara utama lah yang nak difikirkan setiap kali berpuasa. Nak buka apa, dekat mana dengan siap dan macam-macam lagi lah yang berkaitan. Bagi yang duduk dengan family dekat rumah, selalunya tak payah nak pening-pening dah fikir pasal ni. Hal ni menjadi kerunsingan bagi mereka yang bergelar student dan juga orang bujang lah kan selalunya. Well, Ain pun student. Heee.

    Bagi mereka yang suka pergi ke bazar ramadhan dalam mencari juadah berbuka, Ain nasihatkan korang dah tetapkan bajet sebelum pergi dan bawa cukup-cukup je.     Kalau buat macam ni, bukan sahaja boleh save duit tapi boleh elakkan diri daripada melakukan pembaziran juga. Sebab selalunya, semua tu nafsu je. Nak kata syaitan yang hasut memang tak lah, kan dah kena kurung. Percayalah, in the end of the day, masa berbuka tu air yang paling dicari. Perasaan bila dapat air tu, macam dah kenyang. Normally, kita akan go for iced drink, tapi kalau nak save up dan nak lebih sihat, air mineral dah memadai.~^^

Amalan Baik

          Sememangnya bulan ramadhan ni merupakan bulan yang penuh barakah. Terbuka pintu syurga, amalan baik dilipat ganda, syaitan diikat. Jadi, apa lagi yang menghalang kita daripada mula melakukan kebaikan kan? Memanglah nak start benda baik tu tak perlu tunggu waktu yang sesuai macam bulan ramadhan, bila-bila pun boleh sebenarnya. Tapi alang-alang dah dalam bulan ramadhan ni, apa salahnya kita mulakan misi kita. Takkan cuma nak ada azam awal tahun baru dengan start sem baru je kan? Azam-azam tu pun belum tentu tertunai lagi.

         Manalah tahu kalau kita mulakannya hari ini, kita akan terbiasa dan terus membawanya ke kehidupan seharian. Tak ke satu anjakan paradigma namanya tu? Anjakan pada diri sendiri hanya akan terjadi bila diri sendiri mengingini. Tak begitu? Nak tetapkan dan tekadkan diri buat baik ni, cuma kena ada mental and pendirian yang kuat je. Setiap kali rasa malas nak buat baik, cuba ingat balik apa yang kita akan rugi. Kalau tertanya-tanya apa yang kita dapat dengan berbuat baik, anggaplah ia akan menjadi saham kita di akhirat kelak, insya-Allah. Kalau yang duduk kat rumah dengan keluarga tu, apa salahnya tolong-tolong menyapu ke, basuh pinggan ke. Takde lah mak ayah kita rasa sakit hati tengok kita menghadap tv dan telefon bijak je sepanjang masa. Bila lagi nak berbakti kat orang tua kita pun kan?

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          Makanya, itu sahaja lah tips yang Ain nak kongsikan dalam post kali ni. Mungkin kalau Ain ada terfikir sesuatu yang lain nanti, Ain akan tambah lagi okay? Di kesempatan ini, Ain nak ucapkan Selamat Berpuasa kepada semua Muslimin dan Muslimat dan mudah-mudahan puasa ini akan menjadi puasa yang terbaik buat kita semua. Amin. Okay semua, assalamuailum. :)

Cuti Bro.

          Assalamualaikum dan hai semua yang membaca. Wow, lama juga tak jenguk blog sendiri ni. Sem 4 sebagai seorang pelajar penyiaran sangat membuatkan Ain tak ada masa selain hal yang penting je. Ni tergerak nak tengok blog pun lepas jenguk instagram sendiri via laptop. Dah 6 hari kat rumah, ni baru nak buka. Cuti memang boleh jadi syurga bagi mereka yang bergelar pelajar. 

         Okay, nak cerita sikit ni. Ain sebenarnya baru habis mengecat dalaman rumah. Boleh dikatakan 89% daripadanya dibuat sendiri. Nak buat macam mana, adik-adik sibuk sekolah. Tapi takpe, sebab ianya dah siap dan sememangnya memberikan kepuasan pada diri sendiri. *lap peluh*

          Tak banyak ambil gambar masa sebelum cat, tapi adalah sikit. Heee. :D

          Well, thats pretty much how my living room looks like before. Let me introduce the cat. Her name is Jacobmok. Quite a long story to be told why Jacobmok. And that one little girl is my youngest sister, Waheda Humairah. So, it should be the after photo now. :D

        Dan ya, itu yang dapat ditunjukkan setakat ni. Secara kasarnya, ambil masa sampai 4 hari nak siapkan ni. Haha. Tak sangka diri sendiri serajin ni nak mengecat. Dah lepas mengecat ni, rasa  macam lelaki pun ada. Naik turun tangga, angkat cat sana sini. Lega. Itu perasaan sekarang. 

          Bila disentuh hal tentang plan masa cuti, ingatnya nak kerja. Ada apply kat satu kedai 2 hari lepas, tapi sampai sekarang tak dapat call. Hmmm. Ibu suruh berniaga depan rumah dan kawan kata rehatkan badan je kat rumah sebab dah terlalu busy masa kat UPM. Tapi nak kumpul duit untuk sem depan. Pening. 

         Jadi, mungkin Ain akan update lagi nanti. Untuk sekarang, sampai sini dulu. Dan Ain tinggalkan korang dengan beberapa keping gambar hasil tangkapan sendiri yang masih baru lagi. Assalamualaikum. :)

*Selamat menduduki SPM batch '97*

*Putrajaya*

*The Baby S*

*My only Jacobmok*

*Cat enough?*

*Will be waiting for you*

Di Pinggiran Impi.

Kejeratan minat membuatku lekat,

Kekurangan rupa menjadikannya bejat,

Bakat dilelapkan,

Hadir dipinggirkan.

Tabahku harungi tak seperti gempa melanda bumi,

Tangis hati ini tak selama berlagu sunyi,

Keluhan terluah,

Air mata mencurah.

Kekejaman fikiran manusia,

Ketidakadilan kepimpinan,

Disalahkannya dunia,

Yang dikata penuh kekejaman.

Persepsi yang tak mungkin lari,

Kenyataan yang dianggap pasti,

Buatkan mereka tiada peduli,

Akan wujudku bersama impi.

Rupa sememangnya menjadi ukuran. Bakat diketepikan. Dunia dan orang yang melakukan kekejaman. Aku kepinggiran.

DJ Ain~ ! !

        Hai dan assalamualaikum. Huwaaaaaaa! Lamanya ain tak update blog kesayangan cinta hati intan payun mucuk-mucuk ain ni! Haa, panjang tak panjang lah kan muqaddimahnya. Rasanya, inilah post pertama untuk tahun 2014. Dah masuk bulan Mac dah pun. Maaf lah, bukan apa, sibuknya satu hal, penat dan terkadang kerana tiada bekalan internet. Aicehh!

           Nampak tak tajuk blog Ain kali ni. Tajuk pun dengan nama sendiri beserta title sebagai DJ dekat depan. Sebab Ain boleh katakan bahawa hari ini merupakan antara hari yang buat Ain rasa gembira! :D Nak tahu sebabnya tak? Sebabnya tadi Ain dah buat satu lagi "first time moment" untuk ditambahkan dalam sejarah hidup. Gittew. Tadi pertama kalinya Ain interview artis dekat dalam konti. Dengan tak ada persiapan apa-apa pun, berserah dan tawakal je. Alhamdulillah, dapat band members yang sporting, gila-gila macam tu. Tak kekok langsung bila dengan diorang. Mereka ialah Breakfast Band! Mungkin ramai yang tak kenal mereka, tapi mereka sebenarnya dah ada lama dalam dunia hiburan ni, sejak 2009 lagi. Ain cadangkan anda check out lagu-lagu diorang seperti "Bagai Putri" dan "Ku Mohon". Bila dapat dengar dan tengok diorang perform live depan Ain dengan penuh penghayatan, Ain rasa tersentuh sangat hati ni. Ni antara gambar Ain dengan diorang masa dalam konti.

*ala-ala candid gittew. Tapi memang candid XD*

       

           Sedikit lagi yang Ain boleh cerita pasal diorang ni, setiap seorang dari mereka sangat berbakat. Vokalisnya, AG boleh menyanyi dalam bahasa Tamil. Kagum. Seperti Naz (Gitar), Wal (Gitar) dan Ary a.k.a Baby G (bass), mereka boleh bermain gamelan, cak lempong dan juga tarian tradisional. Sebenarnya anak tempatan ada banyak je bakat yang mungkin kita sebagai penonton tak tahu kerana kurangnya pendedahan dari segi publisiti. Ain berharap moga mereka boleh membawa nama Malaysia di sebalik nama Breakfast Band ke tahap yang lebih tinggi lagi. Semoga berjaya Breakfast Band!

            Baiklah, kali ni Ain nak berinjak ke belakang sedikit. Bagi sesiapa yang mengitu blog Ain ni, akan tahu lah bahawa post terakhir Ain berkaitan persembahan teater muzikal Beauty and the Beast tu kan. Baru-baru ni *mungkin tak baru sangat* Ain dikejutkan dengan berita bahawa Ain masuk paper. Taknak ngomel panjang, tengok ni!

          Bagi yang tak dapat cam mana satu Ain, Ain yang blonde tu okay. Dengan skirt kuningnya gittew. Dan lebih memeranjatkan, Ain sebenarnya turut ada pada cover page. Entah kenapa gambar Ain lebih banyak daripada gambar barisan pelakon utama. :D Apa-apa pun, Ain juga sangat gembira dengan berita ini. Weeeheee~ XD

           Sebelum bergerak ke perenggan penutup, Ain nak kongsi sedikit akan apa yang bakal Ain lalui untuk sem ini. *tarik nafas panjang* *lepas* Ok, basically, semester ni akan menjadi sangat tough untuk Ain dan rakan-rakan seangkatan kerana sekurang-kurangnya 4 subjek core dimuatkan sekaligus dalam sem kali ni. Tak tahulah kalau-kalau penyelaras kami ada harapan tinggi dekat budak broadcast ataupun dia geram dengan budak broadcast. HAHA. Taknak ulas lebih lanjut sebab takut amarah mengawal diri. Sem ni, secara kasarnya sahaja jam kredit 18, tetapi secara halusnya, lebih kurang 20++ juga masa yang harus dikorbankan di fakulti. Belum cerita yang di luar. Walaubagaimanapun, Ain rasa sem ni akan menjadi sem yang menarik+stress tahap bapak! HAHA! Harap tak stress sampai tahap kena masuk wad lah kan? Heee~ 

        Penutupnya, Ain berharap Allah akan permudahkan jalan Ain ni sekiranya inilah takdirnya untuk Ain. Tak lupa, Ain nak seru bagi sesiapa yang membaca blog Ain ni agar tak lupa untuk terus mendoakan kesejahteraan mangsa MH370. Jangan sengaja hangatkan keadaan dengan spekulasi sendiri walau sebetul mana anda rasa teori anda tu. Nak suarakan boleh, tapi seeloknya bukan di laman sosial. Nampaknya, sampai di sini dahulu post Ain untuk kali ni. Jumpa lagi nanti ya? Wassalam~

Theater, Chances and Me.

          

          Hi and assalamualaikum. It has been a loooooooong time since my last update. Yeah, I know and notice that perfectly. I have neglected my interest in writing because of my theater show and chances for a better future. Yeah, that is what I want to talk about this time. All these times, I've been busy with my theaters, work and study of course. There is no single day which I can really have a real rest or beauty time for myself. This semester, my schedule is pack from Monday to Sunday. I always have something to do in each day every week for these 3 months. And yeah, my night life too. It has been filled with rehearsals for my theater. Though it is tiring and troublesome, it has finally give me a taste of satisfaction. I don't mind torturing myself for something I love. And to confess, I love theater so much!

          Chances. Yes, there is something I want to talk about chances. This semester, I've tried almost every chances I can grab. I went for Putra Fm dj audition, I applied JPA scholarship and worked under Yayasan Sime Darby. First, for dj-ing thing. I was accepted and pass the interview. I am now on the period of training. I've already on air twice. You can listen to it by streaming or through radio at 90.7fm. Next about the JPA. Yes, I've applied and it didn't turn out well. I didn't manage to get it. Maybe it is not my luck. Well, Allah knows better.  And lastly, about my work under Yayasan Sime Darby. I've worked under them since September but still, I haven't received even a single cent of my pay. This is absurd for a student who sacrifice their time to work like me. The reason I was told is because we haven't sign the agreement. This is just so absurd. I believe you guys can feel me and please pray that this matter will be solve sooner. I really hope all of my hard work will be pay off. 

          So, the theater I've been busying at all this time are Beauty and the Beast and "Lesap" which is Shrek in a Malay version. Actually, I spent most of my nights and weekend on Beauty and the Beast. I were given a role as a Bimbette who love Gaston and hate Belle. If you watch Disney movies, you'll know how I supposed to be. The theater Lesap came in when I'm busy preparing the last touch of Beauty and the Beast. Lesap is a compulsory theater for my theater class. The day of the show for this both theaters are very close. Beauty and the Beast on 4th and 5th of December and Lesap on 7th. Can you imagine? Bet you really don't unless you feel it. XD On Lesap, I were given a role as a cat, Puss in the Boots. And again, if you watch Shrek, you'll know my character. For Beauty and the Beast, I really parcticed for a long time yet only get the feeling on the day of the performance. There are some conflicts too but I wont state any as I want to let it stay among the one who knows. And for Lesap, I practice for only about twice or three times yet I love everything about it. Both play make me feel a bit famous this time. Whenever I finished the show and walking around the audiences, there will be few people who want to take picture with me. I assumed that they love how I brought the character alive. Thank you to all who suppoerted me and the plays. Theater has finally give me a taste of satisfaction. And from theater also, I learnt a lot and build up my confidence level to a higher level. I love theater.~^^

          There is something I want to share with the readers. If you followed my entry from the start, you would know I have always wanting to be in a law field. I came from Foundation of Law. But Allah has set my path to be on the field of Mass Communication at UPM. At first, I truly really hate UPM. I've beenexperiencing some hard time at UPM in the beginning of my stay. And I keep comparing it to UiTM. But up to this point, to this moment, I cannot thank Allah enough for choosing me to be in this path. Because of UPM, I started to act in theater. One by one, my dreams has finally came true. In UPM, I've been a debater, an actress, a deejay, an emcee, a singer, be a model for some show and a dancer. Bit by bit, I finally taste a bit of my dreams here. Because of theater, I can finally overcome my stage fright and more confident in voicing out my opinion. All in all, theater is the most reason who changed me to who am I today.

          Okay, enough in words sharing, I'll share pictures with all of you! YEAYY!

*Me as a deejay*

*at Putra FM*

*with Wei earn and Kartini during our rehearsal*

*first day of full rehearsal at Panggung*

*Oh. My. Gaston*

*with the beast*

*looks like I have something on my head*

*and ther you are, Lumiere appeared in between*

*me with Lumiere*

*with Maurice, a talented girl to be I can say. :P*

*me selfie in blonde*

*with Andy, a guy I met from Le Mis*

*with my friend, Vivian*

*with heroin, Belle*

*with the musician, Alex and Jean*

*the beautiful enchantress and wardrobe*

*we are soo different, I know*

*with Maya, a cute little girl I known since Le Mis*

*with Iylia, a transformed Lumiere*

*at the backstage before the show of the second day*

*Jackee, Fadzly and Didi. reunion of Le Mis cast*

*Fadzly: this role suits you really much!*

*Bimbettes and the Beast*

*me as Puss in Shrek*

*class picture*

*Puss and Fox*

*with donkey*

*with Shrek*

Below are some of the shots taken by the photographer on the staging day.~^^

*oops! a picture from our trip to Media Prima*

*with Shira at Media Prima*

*at hot FM with Sharifa Aleya*

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*the girls of MassComm*