Heart Concern.

I don’t need your hand to help me to get up. .

All I want is your support. .

I don’t need your hands to wipe away my tears. .

It is more than enough if you only give me a handkerchief. .

I don’t need your love line in our relationship. .

All I want is your action to proves it right. .

Dear you. .

Let’s live it in a halal way. .

Meet my parents and tell them your say.

Only then, I will accept your hands.

So, okay now. .

I am in a big confusion which matter about heart and feelings !

There is this one guy I like and I know he like me too but I'm kinda not to put too much hope on him as I know he'll be going to Perak to further his study. .

Man !

He will be so far apart from me and he could just found another girl who are better than me. .

Which I allow him to do so. .

*Even my heart aching at the moment I say those words*

And now, there is another guy which I can say stay quite near to me just confessing his feeling to me indirectly !

Man ! ! !

What to do ? ?

That guy I like, I am a friend to his cousin which make me afraid to do anything to him as I know his cousin can be so 'loud' sometimes. .

Even know, his cousin keep calling me her cousin also. .

I'm a dead meat thinking of this thing. .

Currently, I'm not in a good term which the person I like as he forgetting his promise to me !

I hate this thing. .

I hate the feeling of being angry at him and I don't know why ?

Will you call it love ?

I'm afraid to call it so cause I know it might end up causing a great grief to me. .

Man ! I'm sick of this type of love. .

One info about them which might shock up you guys are, that person I like is younger than me while the other one is a little bit older than me. .

It's not that I like younger guys, it just that feeling which were attracted to him. .

Sigh. .

I'm afraid to confess to him and too afraid to respond everytime he says he love me. .

Only now you see me in such a mess after almost a year living as a single girl. .

Should I call him and clear thing up or just wait for his call and uphold my ego ?

I just called his cousin and tell her about my problem with her cousin without mentioning about the guy who were confessing to me. .

I would be crazy enough if I told her about that. .

So anyone, do give me a suggestion. .

What should I do ?

Till then, Farewell~ ~ ~