np : Malaikat by Hazama
Hai dan assalamualaikum. Lama dah Ain tak update blog.. ada lah sorang dua bertanya bila nak update. Maka, ini lah harinya pabila terdetik rasa hati nak menjengah blog sendiri, menaip tinta untuk tatapan. Gittew!
Selalunya, hakikat manusia yang apabila terlalu banyak benda berlaku, sampai tak tahu nak cerita mana satu. End up clueless and speechless sebab you can't just let it out of your mind and rather keep it with a heavy heart. Well, currently applied to me.
Jadi setelah diteliti kedalamannya, eloklah kita bercerita tentang ironi, hipokrasi atau kepura-puraan. Don't bluff me saying you never gone through this. I believe everyone do this. In fact, some of us do it every time, every day, to survive in this world. No matter how much love you have towards honesty, this just got to happen. To survive.
Let me just tell me my story then. I used to be a good liar. But then I learned something. That no matter how much truth will hurt you, it is the best way you can live with. And it is what I am applying to my life currently. For being honest to the most of things I am saying. But then again, you should know that being secretive is another thing. Secret is someone's trust you have to keep. Mind that. After living with being honest for a long time, I am now unable to lie properly. Haha.
I am a student but I am also worker. Those who're in my place can relate to this very closely I believe. In an organisation especially, people will never stop talking about someone else's back. Experienced it? Then you know. No matter how nice you are to them, there's always something about you that people want to talk about with someone else. Weird huh? Don't be. This is reality. A world live in by cruel heartless people. I somehow thank Allah for this opportunity to work while studying. You know why, cause it makes me ready to face real s**t that happen in an organisation. Inilah kepura-puraan. Hipokrasi.
And being a communication student, I found it funny that we have the most miscommunication problems. Irony huh? Well, that's world people. These communication students sometimes think they are good enough to handle things on their own without seeking other people's help. And when it proven wrong, they gone quiet and talking bout others thing. This is so FUNNY. Ironically funny. As for me who didn't like to trouble others though others are throwing all the problems to me, I came up with a solution and solve it myself. This is the irony of people I am talking about.
Dan kepura-puraan. Dalam kalangan kengkawan pun kau berpura-pura kekadang. Terpaksa. Jangan tipulah kata tak pernah. Kau terpaksa pura-pura sama ada sebab nak jaga hati dia atau taknak friendship korang hancur. Well, that's what I applied it for. Yang pura-pura sebab lain tu selalunya ada agenda tersembunyi and lebih baik ditinggalkan lah. Take it or leave it guys. Dan diri kita sendiri pun, kalau dah tahu apa yang tak elok, patutlah berubah. Don't be too drastic, but take it slow. Biar lambat asal selamat peeps. Use it the right way.
Some people will never appreciate your presence no matter how much you do to ease them. And some other people just use your presence to the fullest for their benefit. I speak my heart peeps. I talk experiences. I might be young by age, but experiences are not measured by those digits. Just live your life to the fullest. Be good to your parents. Do good to others. Speak your heart out to someone if you're hurting. No one meant to be alone in this world. We're all paired up. It's either we gonna meet him/her here or hereafter. Thanks for reading. Wassalam. :)
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