That Result. . .

Well, hi guys. .
Assalamualaikum. .
Today is the official day for my result. .
Talking about it, do make me a little bit disappointed. .
I shouldn't put too much hope at the first place. .
It always be like this when I put a high target on something. .
To be honest..
I'm not disappointed about my result. .
It actually a better result than last semester. .
What make me a little bit disappointed is I'm disappointing my parents. .
And I couldn't apply for any scholarship. .
Which means, I couldn't lighten up my parents' burden. .
Pity them . .
And because of that, I already have my own plan on the future. .
I just hope that I can continue studying Law subject. .
That's all. .
To all of my friends out there. .
No matter what result you got, congratulation !
You've done your best. . .
There's always something better for us in the future if Allah didn't give it to us now. .
Just keep your faith still. .
^___^
Till then, Farewell. .

Perasaan Itu. . .

HAHA. .
Hari ni nak cerita pasal perasaan. .
Perasaan pertama. .
Perasaan itu apabila anda dapat membalas dendam . .
HAHA !
Memang lah tak baik berdendam, tapi bila dah ada peluang. . .
Nak buat macam mana kan ?
Contohnya seperti tadi. .
Dapat balas dendam kat ex pulak. .
Dia sendiri yang menempah maut. .
Jangan salahkan saya. .
HAHA !
Amat puas perasaan tu apabila dia merayu-rayu mengaku memang dia salah. .
HA !
Sedar pun. .
=)
Perasaan kedua ialah. . .
Perasaan itu apabila anda sudah tahu pengakhirannya tapi berpura tak tahu di depan orang yang merekanya. .
Haaa. .  !
Yang ni macam berbelit sikit nak faham kan ?
Meh saya bagi contoh sikit. .
Contohnya. .
Anda terlibat dalam satu permainan dan anda sudah tahu siapa yang akan menang di akhir permainan tersebut. .
Tapi si pencipta permainan ni pula dengan yakin mengatakan bahawa dia lah yang akan menang. .
Saat itu apabila anda sudah tahu bukan dia pemenangnya dan anda pura-pura tidak tahu. .
Ia seperti, "kita tunggulah pengakhiran nya" detak hati anda sambil sedikit senyuman sinis terukir di bibir. .
Faham dah sekarang ?
Dan yang terakhir. .
Perasaan ketiga. .
Perasaan itu apabila keputusan yang diterima tidak seperti yang dijangkakan. .
Sejujurnya, perkara sebegini juga pernah menimpa aku. .
Perasaan hampa tu memang ada lah. .
Tak boleh nak tipu dah perasaan tu. .
Walaupun kita mampu tersenyum, kelat rasanya. .
Tapi sekurang-kurangnya kita tersenyum. .
Dapat membantu, insya-Allah. .
Mungkin kita perlukan waktu untuk bersedih. .
Tapi bagi saya, cukuplah sehari untuk bersedih. .
Jangan terlalu lama. .
Takut memakan diri dan menjejaskan masa depan. . .
Keputusan di sini umum ya kawan-kawan. .
Dari segi peperiksaan ke, jawapan dari kekasih ke dan banyak lagi. .
HAHA !
Oleh itu, ceria-ceria selalu. .
^___^
Sampai sini dahulu coretan saya kali ini. .
Assalamualaikum. .
^___^

Interview . .

Well. .
Yesterday is a day when everyone was so busy talking about UKM interview invitation. .
Yeah. .
And I was one of them. .
Before we managed to check, we faced some difficulties at first. .
Can't open the web. .
And yet, we receive a message. .
Tell that we've got a place for interview. .
But when I asked my friend to check for me via web, she said I didn't get it. .
I asked her to check for me cause I can't open the link. .
And she told me that I didn't got it. .
How confused am I at that time. .
Can you imagine it. .
And yesterday, the management from UKM told us to recheck today, and I already did. .
Alhamdulillah, I still got the interview. .
^___^
But there's one thing I'm worrying about. .
How am I going there. . ?
Got problem with transport. .
And how am I going to ask for leave. .?
Sigh. .
>_<"
Ya Allah, do ease my life. .
>_<"
To be honest, I never got into any interview before this. .
And I admit that I'm kinda nervous. .
-__-"
I've read someone's status at facebook saying that we should do some revision. .
Sigh. .
Need to open book again. .
>_<"
Okay, I just pray and wish everything will be fine. .
And want to know some more. .
Two people which used to tease me at class before also got the interview on the same day as mine. .
I'm dead !
>__<"
Fine. .
Really had enough about this. .
Now, I already publish my second blog. .
Based on my novel I've made myself. .
Do check it out, okay. .
^__^
Thats all for now. .
Till then, Farewell. . ~

That person we had . . .

Well. .
Hi and Assalamualaikum all. .
^_^
So this time, I'm gonna right about general thing. .
Person. .
Yup !
That's true. .
About that one person. .
Well, I'll only talk about five type of person . .
Firstly. .
No matter where we are, there must be a person that we hate. .
Or, that make us annoyed by him/her. .

Agree with me ?
For an example. .
A case on my workplace just now. .
There's a boy who are hyperactive !
He's a good boy, but he don't really have a good manner. . !
I hate people without manner. .
Please consider others' feeling before you do something. .
You can't simply said sorry after what have you done. .
Remember that guys. .
Do consider other's feeling, okay ?
Secondly . .
In a group, there must be a person which are so naive. . !
or we can call him/her a blur person . .

Isn't it true ?
Basically, we tend to have our own group which consist of our best friends. .
And that one friend of us were so naive !
He/she can't even pick-up easily if we're talking about him/her ?
Haha. .
And sometime, I am this kind of person. .
>_<"
*Embarrassing*
Then, thirdly . .
In a group of people also, there must be a person who are so funny . .

HAHA !
I even laughed before I'm right. .
This is because I'm way so funny !
=P
Well, this funny person will always been funny by only looking at his/her face. .
Yeah, that's right !
I found this one person already. .
We laughed whenever he start talking. .
I don't really know what was so funny about him. .
But yes, he has a funny facial expression. .
=D
HAHA !
I miss him. .
One of my foundation's friend. .
Next is the fourth one. .
There will definitely a person who love to know everything . .
When they start to open their mouth . .
Dang !
The questions given was like a paparazzi . .

I can't stand this type of person sometimes. .
Sigh. .
Need to have a lot of patient to handle this type of person. .
Have a same experienced ?
Do share. .^^
And the last one. . .
There will always be a quiet person who will listen to all of our problems. . .

This quiet person mostly will be a good listener. .
But that doesn't mean a talkative person aren't a good listener. .
>_<"
You can always share everything with him/her. .
A very good understanding person. .
And might also give you a good advice..
^_^
But !
Never make him/her angry. .
Once you lost him/her, you'll regret it for the rest of your life. .
Believe me or not ?
If not, you can try. .
=P
Okay. . !
That's all for "that person we had" topic tonight. .
Just wanna share with all of you. .
I got this idea from what I observed. .
^_^
Till then, Farewell. . ~

Kisah Silam #1

Entry kali ini dipetik dari salah sebuah coretan dalam diari aku berkenaan seorang lelaki . . .

Hari ni hari Sabtu bertarikh 6/11/2010 . . Pada saat ini, aku ingin menceritakan tentang sesorang. Seseorang yang aku tak sedar entah bila benih cinta mula tumbuh dalam hati ini kepadanya . . Perasaan ini tidak hanya tercetus kerana paras rupanya yang memikat, malah aku turut terpukau dengan kata-katanya. .  Walaupun dia bukanlah pujangga yang bijak bermadah kata, tapi sikapnya yang berterus terang dan tidak memendam perasaan membuat aku semakin tertarik untuk mendekatinya. . Dia bukanlah seorang yang begitu peduli akan perassan orang lain pada zahirnya, tapi aku percaya, dia bukanlah insan sebegitu . . Berdasarkan perilakunya yang mengambil berat dan penyayang, aku tahu dia seorang yang baik hati dan boleh menjadi pasangan terbaik untuk siapa pun. . Cinta ini, makin mekar pabila aku dan dia semakin rapat. tpi, sesuatu yang diluar jangkaan ku telah berlaku. .Saat aku pasti akan perasaanku padanya, nyatanya dia sudah mempunyai idamannya yang tersendiri . Detik ini, lidahku kelu, hatiku membeku, jantungku berhenti berdegup, darahku berhenti mengalir dan otak mulai berhenti berfikir . . Tanpa diduga, perasaanku masih masih lagi hidup untuk memberi jalan keluar padaku. . Biarlah dia bahagia . Itulah apa yang perasaanku ucapkan . . Sementelah itu, semuanya mula berfungsi semula seperti sedikala . . Tapi, hanya satu . Fikiranku mengganggu hatiku . . Walaupun mulut mengungkapkan agar dia bahagia bersama temannya, fikiran dan hatiku masih tidak dapat menafi realiti bahawa diri ini menanam perasaan terhadapnya . Tiba-tiba  otakku membuahkan pendapat . Sekurang-kurangnya aku masih di sisinya sebagai seorang rakan yang setia, tempat untuk dia melepaskan tekanan dan meluahkan kegembiraan . . Kebodohanku mengahncurkan semuanya. . Kini dia semakin jauh dariku . . Apakah yang harus aku lakukan lagi ? 
Bermacam cara telah ku guna untuk merawat hatinya tapi tidak berkesan. .Aku telah penat. . Akhirnya aku mengalah . . Akan ku biarkan waktu menentukan segalanya. .Walaupun tanpa aku di sisinya saat ini, dia masih mempunyai seorang teman yang boleh membahagiakannya dan mengisi kekosongan jiwanya . Lantas ku teringat . . Saat ini, aku mengenakan warna kegemarannya. . Entah apalah yang aku fikirkan saat menulis petikan ini. . Aku rasa cukup hingga di sini. . 11:39 malam . Wassalam . .

~EMNY~

Nothing Specific . .

hmmm. .
Hi guys. .
Assalamualaikum. .
It's been a long time since my last entry. .
Without blog, I start writing on my diary back. .
=P
Now I got it back, this is the entry~ !
For those who always looking up for my new post, this is it. .
Well, nothing specific this time. .
I'll tell about my life, randomly. .
^_^
Well, I got home safely from my auntie's place at Kajang. .
^__^
Of course I am happy. .^^
Never have doubt on it. .
Currently, I'm already working at baby's shop. .
Namely QQ Kids City . .
Work as a promoter. .
The work is okay, can eat, can online also. .
And the pay is also satisfying. .
Okay. .
Just finish washing my clothes. .
Phew. .
>_<"
And today is my off day .
Manage to have a grocery shopping with my Mom. .
^_^
Then, right after we reached home, my father asked me to fetch up my sister at school. .
Sigh. .
And you know what ?
I almost got into an accident. .
Alhamdulillah. .
And again, just now. .
I send her to school again for tuition. .
But I can't see clearly. .
I think that I have problem with my sight at the night. .
>_<"
Sigh. .
Can't wait for my salary. .~ ! !
I'm running out of money right now. .
And~ !
I'm admiring one new gadget. .
Samsung Galaxy Tab 7.0 Plus . .
This is it. .

Nice isn't it. ?
But one of my friends said that it wasn't that good. .
I don't know why. .
But actually. .
I have some dilemma in buying what thing. .
My Mom told me to buy a camera. .
And I like this one. .

Also nice, isn't it. .
And another stuff I admire is. . .
A phone. .
For your information. .
I like sliding type of phone. .
And this is the reason I like this phone. .~ !

 And this one is gorgeous~ !
Sigh. .
>_<"
So, which one is better ?
Will you help me out ?
Or at least give a comment about the specialties and disadvantages for these gadgets. .
Okay, enough about gadget. .
Now about me. .
Seriously, I've changed as soon as I reached home. .
I sleep earlier and lot way so much. .
I think I'm gaining weight again. .
This is a picture of me which I took before the shopping with my Mom. .
^__^

Chubbier ?
You can say it. .
>_<"
Okay. .
Maybe I'll come out with a new blog which will be based on my creativity. .
My own written novel. .
^__^
Just hope you'll like it. .
^__^
I guess here will be enough. .
Till then, Farewell. . ~
^_^

Miss It~ !

Yeah. .
How I miss being in this internet world. .
And how will I miss it soon. .
Believe me. .
Its gonna be a little bit hard for me to keep surfing internet while I'm home. .
And that's mean I gonna let my blog left without any update. .
Believe me~ !
I will absolutely feel tempted to keep posting an entry. .
Oh yea~ !
There were a lot of stories I want to write about here. .
But let me start with a story that annoyed me a bit. .

What made me annoyed of him was by the way he thinking. .
It shows how short are his mind. .
Sorry to say. .
But is it wrong to speak and write or practice English if we're Malay people ?
See. . ?
This such thinking are the main reason why Malay people cannot improve themselves. .
Please my friends. .
Do not narrow your mind over this things. .
We are now a developed country. .
Put your mind together with your words and your body are now. .
Sorry if you hurt by my words but for your info, I was hurt too. .
But this is not a revenge. .
I just want to open your eyes over this matter. .
Sigh. .
Just think about it yourself, will you ?
Okay~ !
Enough about this. .
Then about my life. .
I think I've got my normal life back. .
Now, I can sleep early. .
Not only after 3AM like before. .
Relieved. .
But now. .
I don' know why I kept thinking about my future. .
Am I over thinking about this matter ?
Sigh. .
But one thing for sure.
I am so missing my family~ !
Never mind. .
I'll be home tomorrow. .
Mom, Dad, Sisters, Cats, Bedroom . .
Wait for me okay ? !
^___^
I think I'm done with this one. .
To tell you the truth. .
I am not so well today. .
Catch by flue. .
>__<"
We'll see again next time all. .
^__^
Till then, Farewell~