Saturday, 31 December 2011

Kau Kembali Tepat Pada Waktunya. .~hen, kitorang sama-sam

Hew Hew. .
Entry kali ni nak guna bahasa rojak pulak. .
Woot Woot. .~
Aku happy hari ni. .
Nak tao kenapa.. .?
Sebab seseorang datang kembali setelah lama dia menghilangkan diri. .
Dia ialah seorang kawan yang amat baik dengan. .
Walaupun kami berjauhan, friendship tu wujud tao..
Dia asal dari Singapore, but ada rumah family kat JB . .
Tadi dapat skype dengan dia. .
Terubat jugak rindu. .
Tak sangka rupa-rupanya kami berdua mengalami nasib yang sama akhir-akhir ini, iaitu dikecewakan oleh pasangan kami. .
Sad story la pulak tiba-tiba..~
Then, kami sama-sama berazam untuk focus more on study and work. .
Hal cinta ni, last sekali pun takpe. .
Dia ada jugak ajak jumpa, tapi tunggulah nanti bila masing-masing tak sibuk kan. .?
Masa skype dengan dia tadi, abang ipar dia nampak and ingat kitorang ni couple. .
Malu kot aku. .
HAHA. .~!!
Well, aku harap friendship ktorang last long. .
Amin. . ~~!!
Okay lah. .
Na capai azam sat. .
Cukupkan 100 entry before new year..
Daa. .~~

You Have Been Deleted. . .

Dear You who made me hurt and sad lately. .
I am now declare that you have been deleted from my friend list. .
Congratulation to you. .
I can no longer keep you in my friend list. .
It irritate my eyes you know. . ?
Now, I managed to overcome my feeling and delete you. .
Sorry, I just have to do this. . .
Maybe we can be friend again, one day later, when my heart feel nothing when I face you. .
Well, I know I can't remove you memory completely now. .
But maybe one day later. .
But for now, just disappear from my sight, okay. . ?
I hope you success in achieving your dream. .
As I can say, me, your obstacle isn't with you anymore. .
Go on. .~
We shall see again on the next post. .

Friday, 30 December 2011

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Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Pembalasan Masa. . ~

Assalamualaikum. .
Dan Selamat Pagi semua. .
Haha. .!
Terkejut tak tengok tajuk ada balas-balas ni. . ?
Tak baik kan. . ?
Haaa. .~
Bukan apa. .
Balas masa je. .
Nak ganti balik hari-hari yang menyebabkan saya sedih dua tiga hari ni dengan menambah nilai masa kegembiraan. .
Amacam. . ~?!
Ada bijak tak plan saya ni.. ?
Hihik. .~!
Semalam dah tambah nilai 1/4 dengan adik angkat saya dan kawan-kawannya. . ~~
Nama mereka. . ??
Ain , Jannah , Diyana , Ieyka , Farah
Haaa. .
Tu lah mereka semua. .
At first, kawan2 adik angkat saya( Ain ) ingat saya ni sama umur dengan mereka2 tu. .
Awet muda kan. .?
Apa rahsia. . ?
Senang je. .
Senyumlah selalu. .
Kalau dah tambah nilai sebanyak 1/4 , tao tak bila nak tambah lagi 3/4 tu.. ?
Hari ni lah. . ~!
Bersama rakan-rakan sekolah ku. .
Hang out beramai-ramai. . !!
Yeay. . !
Harap hari ni akan menjadi hari yang menyeronokkan. .
Ok lah, nanti saya sambung lagi di entry yang lain pula ye. .?
Daaa. . ~!

Sunday, 25 December 2011

New Life. . .~

Last few days I saw my friend post a picture on twitter about ending this year as a single person. .
Now, its happening to me. .
I am ending this year single babe. .!
Hoo yeah!
Well, although I was upset like damn hell yesterday, I want to start a new life today. .
Try not thinking about what happened yesterday. .
Many people out there wanted to see my smile compared to my tears. .
Even it is hard, i have to try. .
Try all my best to erase this bad feelings that hurting me inside. .
One my sisters advice, its okay. .
Find one later when you're 20. .
Hahaha. .
She the only one who can make joke when someone else upset. .
Love you sis. .
My other sister felt almost the same thing as me. .
She start to hate that guy too. .
She always supporting me behind. .
Love you to my sister. .
While the rest of my family members thought that I was crying over a Korean drama last night. .
Funny isn't it. .?
Sigh. .
How am I gonna tell my Mom about this. .
Huh. .
This morning, as I woke up, I hug my Mom. .
Even though she mumbling bout something, she just let me hug her. .
Hmm. .
So relaxing. .
I wish I can do so every day. .
Well, a new year will coming soon. .
I'm gonna start a new life guys. .!!
Support me please. .
We shall see again later guys. .
Farewell. .~

It is the End. .

No matter how long I think, I can still find no reason for it. .
You left me just because you have no time for me. .?
You said that you want to make your dream come true. .
Sorry. .
I will can never be your friend. .
It hurt so much inside here, my heart. .
I love you damn so much and you just did this to me. .
Some friends told me that he was blind because left a girl like me. .
Maybe. .
If it is your dream to have something that you dreamed on for a long time. .
Why in the first place you say that you like me too. .?
Are you toying with my feeling. .?
Are you doing this to me cause you know that I love you so much. .?
Is it so. .?
You know it will end up like this right. .?
And now you were asking for us to be a friend. .?
How could I. .??
I don't even have the courage to even hear your voice anymore. .
Just go away from me. .
You'll try to find a time to meet me up as a friend and not as a couple. .?
What a good reason you came up with. .
I hope there will be a silver lining behind all this. .
We shall see again later, I guess. .
Farewell. . ~
**This is how I feel when u first said those words**

**Isn't this exactly what you did to me just now**

Saturday, 24 December 2011

Biarkan Aku. . !

Kenapa semua ni terjadi pada aku. . ?
Kenapa semua orang menghindar dari aku. .?
Kenapa. .?
Aku ni jahat sangat ke. .?
Aku ni teruk sangat ke. .?
Bagitau lah. .
Bagitau apa yang kurang kat aku ni untuk aku perbaiki. .
Kenapa mesti semua berlaku pada satu masa yang sama. .
Sebab aku sakit. .?
Mati jugak akhirnya kan. .?
Fine, tak perlu bazir duit beli ubat rasanya. .
Sama je pun tarikh mati. .
Pada sesiapa yang mengenali aku. .
Baca dan jangan tanya aku apa-apa pasal entry ni. .
Terima kasih semua. .
Untuk segalanya. . .~

Faith . .~

Faith . .
Is a thing you have which is the most precious thing in you. .
Faith is a matter which will shape you. .
Once you have faith on something. .
You will become stronger. .
As long as the matter you put your faith in are stronger. .
And same thing happen if something make your faith weaker. .
So, stay strong with your faith. .
Hold onto it strongly and hardly without giving anyone even a chance to destroy your faith. .
Cause once you lost your faith, you might lost your life as well. .
Have your most faith in God, as for me Allah. .
I believe Allah will always help His servants as long as they seek help for Him. .
I need to improve myself better to become a good servant. .
Then, have your faith on your parents. .
They may seems torturing you. .
But once you grown up, you know all they do are for your own sake. .
Put also your faith on your siblings/family and friends. . .
They may remind you on something that make you mad. .
But as for your own good, they have to hurt your feeling. .
Now , or never. .
Or you will suffer forever. .
Last but not least. .
Have your faith on whom you love. .
It might look like you never had any future together. . .
But as long as your faith stay still, the chance will come to you. .
You will be able to stay together. .
Believe me. .
I tell this because I am experiencing it right now. .
Dear, whether we were together or not, my faith will still lay on you. . .
This is what my heart saying right now. . .

I'm Home. .

Yes. .
I'm home. .
Home sweet home. .
There is nothing good than to be home again. .
I arrived here around 3pm. .
Urghh. .
My butt aching. .
Been in a bus for almost 5 hours. .
Finally I can hug my Mom. .
Aww. .
How relaxing and feel so secure doing it. .
By her side again, I'm happy. .
I hope. .
I can clean my mind from any problems here. .
Okay. .
I wear sort of like a new style today and my friend call me 'fashionista' .
Aww. .
So shy..
Okay, Thats all for today. .
We shall see again later. .
Farewell. .~

Reaching to The End. . .~

Yea. .
2011 almost reach to its end. .
10 hours from now I will be at the station bus heading back to Kluang. .
And it also mean I can't meet him till this year end. .
It's been a while. . .
Yea, I miss him too. .
I don't know why I've this thought. .
He care about me like a lot when we're friend before. .
Sigh. .
Such a miserable mind I had when I'm alone . .
I just hope he still there for me. .
Or just leave if he found someone else better. .
I miss him a lot!!
Don't he just know that. .?
Can't you just say it too. .?
have your love towards me fade away. .
Please do not torture my heart. .
Leave if you want to. .
I love you okay!
Am I wrong being a little bit ego cause I want you to take the first move. .?
Am I. . ?
Tell me if I am. .
I don't know when will we meet again. .
Next year, I'll be totally busy with all the pack schedule. .
Can I meet him within that month. .?
And he. .
Will never ask me out. .
Believe me. .
Well. .
Just let it be. .
No matter how much I love him it won't work if he doesn't feel the same way to me. .
Fine than. .
I hope I'll have a better year next year.. .
Just like what one of my lecturers told me. .
We shall see again later when I reach Kluang guys. .
Farewell. .~

Friday, 23 December 2011

Hari Ini. . .

Assalamualaikum. .
Dan Selamat Tengahari semua. .
Dan selamat bercuti juga buat warga UiTM. .
Saat ni, roommate aku semua dah balik. .
Kawan-kawan aku pun kebanyakannya dah balik rumah masing-masing. .
Tinggal lah aku sendirian dalam bilik ni. .
Aku balik Johor esok. .
Amat tak sabar. . !!!
So, apakah aktiviti aku hari ni. . ?
Hmm. .
Lets think about it. .
Mula-mula nak basuh baju dulu. .
Lepas tu. . . .
Ermm.. .
Tak tao nak buat apa lagi dah. .
Nak keluar pergi makan. .
Tapi sorang je. .
Amat malas. .
Takpayah makan la kot. .
Then. lepak lah dalam bilik menanti hari esok agaknya. .
Hmm. .
Ye. .
Aku sememangnya amat memboringkan. .
Macam tak ada life. .
Tak ada kawan pun ye jugak. .
Entahlah. .
Agak sadis kot hidup aku ni. .
Okay lah all. .
Sampai sini je dulu entry saya kali ni. .
Amat membosankan kan. .?
Kita jumpa lagi nanti yaa. .?
Daa. . .~

Thursday, 22 December 2011

A Memory Before Break . . .

Fuhh. . !
What an energetic night I just have with my classmates. .
Yeah, it do tiring but also enjoying. . !
We're giving out a memory before this semester break start. .
Yeah. .
I am lucky to have such sporting members in my classmates. .
We're playing badminton. .
It's been awhile since my last time. .
Wow. .!
Played with my friends who are expert on it, make me embarrass. .
I'm going to miss them so much during the break. . !
Believe me. .
For those who are present tonight, you all really gave me a good memory of us. .
Thanks to all of you. .
I do have sadness in my heart. .
But, let just forget about it. .
I don't want to ruin this great moment I have. .
I hope we can always together till the end of. . . . . . . . . . . . .
Can just something happen and make me forget about my worry. . ?
Yes it can. . .
I just need friends by my side to do so. .
Thanks for being my friends . . .
We shall see again later . .
Farewell. . ~
**Forgot to take our picture**

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

YES! ! !

Yes. .!
Why did I came out with this title. .?
Cause I thing there's a lot of thing I need to be 'YES' about. .
LOL . .
First thing. .
Yes! He finally come to his sense back. .
But, maybe only 75% of it. .
Sigh. .
Anyway, he came back, at least. .
Second thing. . .
Yes! I've done watching a Korean drama just now. .
What a sweet happy ending. .
The drama I mention about entitled 'My Girlfriend is a Gumiho'
It is an interesting drama. .
You should watch it if you haven't. .
The third thing not really gonna be a yes, but more to yea. .
Yea. .
I can see improvement on my old friends. .
All of them got prettier and cuter. .
I am happy for them. .
And knowing that my ex-high school friend missing me, I'm missing her too. .
Wah. .
My friend just come over my room. .
She already cut her hair as I suggest. .
Really cool and she really really look like a Chinese. . !
**Yes, she is a mix of Chinese and Malay**
She is so pretty. .!
Sigh. .
Thinking of how fast a person can change, will he also. . . . .?
Sighing again. .
I'm missing my family right now. .
The time passing by so fast. .
Its Thursday tomorrow. .
And I'll be back on Saturday. .
Just a few more days left. .
I really can't wait for that. .
I am changing too. . !
I think I look _ _ _ _ _ _ . .
Fill in the blank. .
Just remember. .
I was helping my friends in their assignment on a role play. .
Only become the supporting actor can make me exhausted. .
How about becoming the important one in our **my group** movie later on. .?
Yes. .!
It is a pleased to help out friends in need. .
Glad for that too. .
Thinking about coming year in just few more days too, I can see I'll go through a really busy time. .
Being trusted by my friend to become the Captain of our handball team**which haven't given a name yet**, I'll do my best and put my effort as long as my commitment into it. .
Yeah. . !!!
I'll do the very my best in everything I do. .
Guys, pray for my success , will you. .?
As I also will always for your success and happiness. .
We shall see again later chingu. .!
Annyeong. .~^^
Farewell. . . ~

Sunday, 18 December 2011

You've Changed. . ?

Dear. .
Have you really changed. .?
Or it was just my feeling. .?
You're not like you used to be before. .
Are you acting like this because you're tired or else. .?
Tell me the truth dear. .
I can't hold into it myself. .
Do tell me honestly what your feeling were saying. .
I do really love you. .
Can't you just say that you love me like before. .?
I miss you dear. .
Miss you a lot!
How could you do this to me. .
Thinking of our future together, I saw nothing but a dark path. .
Why is this happening to me. .?
Hope you recover soon. .
Me . .
We shall see again later. .
Farewell. .~

This Time Around. . .

Those loneliness side of me came up again. .
Keep knocking me to accept it although I don't want to. .
But I can never lie to myself. .
I admit that I am that lonely inside here so the loneliness came and gave me a visit. .
Am I too used of being left behind by others. . ?
My special one busy with his study. .
Work till midnight. .
I even felt guilty if "I disturb him. .
But I just can't deny that I miss him so much. .
Same goes as my family. .
But luckily they were easy to go through as I can contact them easily. .
These feelings keep playing in my heart. .
Make me unease and kept thinking about it. .
Now, I am all alone too. .
Whether mentally or physically. .
I've been just well for past few days. .
I just write out what am I feeling right now cause I can't keep it all myself. .
But I want to ask only for one thing. .
Just please. .
Ask me nothing about this entry if you know me. .
I spit it here and let it remains here. .
We shall see again next time. .
Farewell. .~
**Can't u just say that u love me before I said it to u**

Wednesday, 14 December 2011

At This Time. .

Assalamualaikum. .
And Hi to all who visit my blog or read this entry. .
As u all know, I'm using blog to actually express my feeling. .
At this time, the emptiness fill in my mind and my heart. .
I rather stay busy with all University stuff besides having nothing to do. .
Well, I suppose to work harder this semester as it is my last semester for foundation. .
I have to do so cause I want to score well in my final later on. .
Yea, everyone getting busy with their business. .
So am I. .
I should busying myself too. .
I will, so don't have to worry much. .
I'm going back to Kluang next week. . !
Can't wait. .
Seriously. .!
This time around, I miss my family more than ever. .
Especially my Mom. .
I swear I'll hug her like there is no tomorrow for us. .
Miss her damn so much!!
Sigh. .
I think thats all for this entry. .
We shall see again later guys. .
Farewell. . !

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

New Phone. . !!

Yeay. . !!
Purchase a new phone with my own money. .
My first phone with my own money. .
Wanna know what phone it is. .?
A cute phone. .
This is it. . !!
Cute isn't it. . ?
Bought this phone yesterday with my love. .
So, I can say that one of my dream has come true. .
Okay, thats all for this entry. .
We shall see later guys. .
Farewell. . ~

Forever Alone. .

Such an emotional title right. .?
Well, it has nothing to do about being dumped or everything related to it. .
My friend once told me that she felt the feeling of forever alone when there was a time she watched a romantic movie alone by herself and near to her were the couples. .
When it comes to the scene which make the girls cry, the boys seeing like comforting them, but not for her. .
He was alone that time. .
No one would wipe her tears and comfort her. .
That was the feeling of forever alone. .
Well, I felt a little bit the same as what she felt before. .
I was accompanying my friend watching a movie entitled Ombak Rindu last Saturday. .
Because she insist to watch that movie on that day, we have to split. .
I was sitting in the almost the end of the side of the center while she sit the row front of me but the opposite end from me. .
How sad could it be being separated watching love movie without having anyone I know besides. .
Huh. . !
Now, I can exactly understand her feeling that time. .
Gained one experienced from that. .
Well, we need to experience to understand well. .
We shall see on the next entry after this. .
Farewell. .~

Saturday, 10 December 2011

Kenapalah Macam ni. . . .

Assalamualaikum. .
Tadi perjalanan menuju ke toilet kolej dan melihat dua ekor kucing jantan yang saling menaikkan bulu masing-masing dan berlawan suara dan gerlaga kepala..
Amat kelakar kot. .
Yang si Betina dah lama pergi da pun. .
Hummm. .
Nak tunjuk kejantanan mungkin. .
Okay. .
Entry kali ni bukan nak cerita pasal kehebatan kucing atau apa-apa yang sewaktu dengannya. .
Semua tu hanya muqaddimah sahaja. .
Ngee. . ~
Jangan marah haa...~
Nanti kena jual tao. .
Actually, hari ni ialah birthday my love. .
And tadi, satu hari suntuk dihabiskan masa bersama bersama dengannya. .
Ya, amat seronok dan bercampur baur juga dengan perasaan lain. .
Kenapa la mesti jadi masa birthday dia. .
Pissed off kot!
Banyak sangat-sangat benda jadi. .
Sampai aku sendiri tak larat nak cerita. .
Kepala aku amat serabut. .
Fikiran bercelaru. .
Semuanya berkecamuk. .
Dah la. .
Sampai sini dulu. .
Amat bercampuran perasaan. .
Sampai jumpa lagi. .
Daaa. . ~

Friday, 9 December 2011

Just Saying While I Can. .

Dear. .
Sorry for what I've said to you. . .
I know it makes you wonder. .
But I just can't tell u why. .
Your understanding is all I need right now. .
Your comfort can be the blanket of my heart. .
Warm my feeling with your care. .
Thats all. .
Please fulfill it while you have the chance to do so. .
I myself actually don't want bother much about this, but I just can't. .
I keep thinking about what will happen in the future. .
No one knows what will happen tomorrow, right. .?
So, just please do as what I required. .
I'm not asking too much. .
Your love are more than enough. .
Let me feel your love as long a I can. .
So I will have something to be remember of, one day later. .
Dear. . .
There is only you in my heart. .
No other guy will take your place there. .
I'm not saying it because I've found someone else, but it is all about other thing. .
Love you dear. .
Farewell. . ~

Musics of Life. .

Assalamualaikum . .
And Hi to all of u. . 
Starting the entry like I am going to give you a speech. .
Nah, just kidding. .
Well, I've been busy with my University life this past few days. .
Thats why I didn't post any new entry until now. .
It also due to nothing interesting happened to me. .
Entry this time not gonna talk bout my life. .
But I just want to share about my thought with all of you. .
It is about love. .
Yeah, I love writing and talking and discuss thing related to love. .
Not only human to human love, but also to other things and also interest. .
For an example, love towards music. .
Everyone have different taste of music. .
I myself like pop rock, ballad and can mostly accept all genre of music. .
Love towards music could play a big role in our life sometimes. .
We're not only listen to the music, but also feel it through each lyrics stated. .
The music can sometimes accompany your happy time. .
Going through happy music will lighten up your day. .
And did you notice before. .
Once you in a bad and sad mood, a music with sad lyrics and arrangement of sad music will always be your choice that time. .
Those music sort of cure your broken heart sometimes. .
Feel like others also feel and experienced the same way as yours. .
Good music will always make u go through good day. .
Metal music . ?
Mmmm. .
I never tried that kind of music before. .
But as for what I know, that was sort of hard music. .
Someone with hard-hearted type might get along with music like that. .
Too metallic and hard music can give me a headache. .
It is just my opinion. .
Everyone has their own choice and opinion. .
What I like might not the same thing as what you like. .
So the world goes around in every aspect and things of life. .
Okay, till now. .
We shall see again later. .
Farewell. . ~

Monday, 5 December 2011

Palace Of Justice / Istana Kehakiman . . .

Assalamualaikum. .
Hai semua. .
Haa. .
Nampak tajuk kali ni??
Palace Of Justice atau dalam Bahasa Melayu nya dikenali sebagai Istana Kehakiman . .
Pergi ke sini atas sebab class trip. .
Amat best!
Dapat rasa suasana sebenar di mahkamah. .
Aku amat jakun. .
Mahkamah ni amat cantik dan luas dan besar woo. .
Sebelum memulakan lawatan, ada briefing jap pasal mahkamah ni. .
Menggunakan projector. .
Lampu dimatikan and mata rasa nak tertutup lak. .
Briefing tu diadakan di bilik judges **something like that** . .
Dan kami duduk di kerusi para hakim kot!
Ambil berkat katanya. .
Then kitorang dapat melawat perpustakaan kat situ. .
Antara gambar yang sempat di snap. .
Gambar di rak buku. . 

benda ini telah diberi saat nak masuk perpustakaan, tapi aku dah tertinggalkannya saat ambil gambar. . 
Tak ada kenangan dah. .

After that, kami bergerak ke muzium kehakiman pula. .
Haa. . 
Dalam ni pun seronok. .
Banyak patung. .
Dapat bezakan ta yang mana patung. . ?
Mestilah dapatkan. .??

Ok lah. . 
Tak nak letak banyak sangat gambar. .
Akan jadi amat padat pulak nanti. .
Lastly, ada 1 je gambar terakhir. .
Sampai jumpa lagi. .
Daa. . ~

Sunday, 4 December 2011

Pernikahan. .

Wahhhh, , ,
Tajuk macam apa lah kan. .
Actually tajuk ni berkaitan dengan apa yang aku alami har ni. .
Eeh. .!
Tapi bukan aku yang bernikah tau. .
Aku hanya menyaksikan pernikahan orang lain dan ini merupakan pertama kali bagiku. .
Haha. .
Tak sangka ambil masa sampai sejam untuk menikah ni. .
Si Lelaki amat terserlah keresahan di wajahnya. .
Memang nervous meyh. .?
Then, ada sedikit kata-kata **dari imam rasanya** tentang pernikahan. .
Tapi, tak habis-habis cakap pasal kahwin dua. .
Aku dengar pun geram. .
Tatao lah Si Wanita tu macam mana. .
Lepas tu, lelaki kena ber-taklik . .
Kena tandatangan surat-surat. .
Dan macam-macam lagi. .
Ni lah pasangan pengantin baru tu. .
Gambar ni di ambil saat pihak Lelaki ingin menyerahkan mas kahwin kepada pihak Wanita. .
Ni pula ialah acara batal wuduk. .
Kena tahan lama kot sebab ramai sangat nak ambil gambar. .
 Pernikahan ni berlangsung di salah sebuah masjid di Jasin, Melaka . .
Petang tu, majlis persandingan berlangsung di rumah pengantin perempuan. .
Tak dapat tangkap gambar sebab amat sesak!
Tema mereka ialah kuning. .
Majlis di rumah pihak lelaki pula akan berlangsung minggu depan di Johor. .
Dan. . !!
Disebabkan pernikahan ini juga aku berkenalan dengan seorang budak lelaki. .
Wahhh. .
Statement hangat tu. .
Mana nak campak kekasih hati sekarang ni. .?
Lek lu. . ~!
Seperti yang di highlight kan. .
Budak ye, umur pun baru lima tahun. .
Namanya Muhammad Irfan Amir . .
Masa dia bagitau begitulah dengarnya. .
Paham-paham je lah bila budak berumur lima tahun yang berkata-kata. .
Budak ni asyik melekat je dengan aku. .!
Sampai makan tadi pun nak aku yang suap. .
Tak nak makan dengan mak dah. .
Pening aku. .
Allah nak bagi aku rasa ada adik lelaki sekejap kot. .
Amat bahagia perasaan ini. .
Inilah budak yang aku perkatakan tu. .
Banyak aktiviti kami bersama. .
Main congkak kot. .
Main ramai-ramai tapi dia tak bagi aku main dengan orang lain. .
Dia tidur kat riba aku, nak gigit aku, aku geletek dia. .
Wahh. .
Tiba-tiba aku rasa rindu dekat adik-adik aku. .
Nak balik rumah. .
Bercerita soal balik rumah, tibalah saat dia perlu pulang ke rumah. .
Ibu dia dah ajak balik rmah ni, dia terus paut erat tangan aku. .
Tak nak balik. .
Lepas aku dah cakap suruh balik baru lah dia nak ikut ibu dia. .
Okeyh. .
Sampai sini dahululah post untuk kali ini. .
Sampai jumpa lagi. .
Daa. . ~

Cute Baby Girl I've Met . .

Okay. . !
Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hi! . .
Got a lot of things to tell my dearest blog actually. .
If yesterday most of my entry were something that make me upset. .
This time, I'm gonna write bout something opposite, means, happy thing!
Okay, I've been at Kajang for a day and has done something new!
I learn how to drive. .
Totally freaking me out and make me nervous. .
Like my aunt said, it is how it look like at the first time. .
So, need to learn more after this. .
Another thing. .
I was helping my aunt at her stall last Saturday. .
And I just met one little cute baby girl. .
I even had a chance to hold her in my arm and snap a pic with her. .
See her yourself. .
See. .
She cute isn't she. .?
Feel like don't want to let her go that time. .
Aww. .
Enough my story of happy part in Kajang. .
We shall see again later. .
Farewell. . ~

Saturday, 3 December 2011

Luahan Hati Saat Ini. .

Sedikit lega saat ini setelaf menelefon ibu dan menangis. . .
Walaupun aku tidak meluahkan perkara sebenar, itu sudah mencukupi. .
Teasa amat ingin memeluk ibu saat ini, tapi apakan daya, jarak menjadi penghalang . .
Kata-kata dari ibu sahaja sudah cukup untuk membina semula semangat aku yang kian hilang kebelakangan ini. .
Entah kenapa, diri ini terasa amat terhina dan diperkecilkan dua tiga hari ni. .
Ya Allah, adakah aku telah menyakiti hati orang lain. .?
Soalan ini ku ajukan semula kepada diri sendiri saat aku disakiti. .
Ya, aku berlagak tabah d hadapan mereka semua . .
Wajahku terukir dengan senyuman walaupun hati dan jasadku sedang dilukai / terluka. .
Tapi tidak bila diri ini bersendiri. .
Air mata mula meronta-ronta untuk mengalir membasahi pipi yang sudah lama kering dengan tangisan. .
Rontaan itu tidak dapat lagi untukku cegah kerana tiada lagi alasan seperti "aku akan diejek" saat ini, kerna, aku sendirian. .
Duhai hati, akan ku jahit kembali luka-lukamu. .
Duhai air mata, telah ku hapus dikau dengan tangan lemahku; bertahanlah selagi kau mampu. .
Duhai diriku, sabar dan tabahlah dikau menghadapi hidup ini. .
Ingatlah, doa ibuku sentiasa mengiringiku. .
Ibu berkata, "janganlah kau bersedih kerana itu akan membuat ibu turut bersedih. Tapi, jalanilah hidupmu dengan kegembiraan jika kau mahu ibu turut gembira."
Ibu, akan ku ingat kata-katamu itu. . !
Aku minta maaf kepada semua yang mengenali diri ini jika aku tidak dapat menjadi yang terbaik untuk kamu..
Aku hanyalah aku. .
Sekian. . . .

I Have My Own Limit. .

Sigh. . .
Starting a post with a sigh. .
I know who I am . .
I was just someone who owe your family too much. .
Thats why I don't wanna talk back even after u just mock me. .
I was raised with good words, not like u. .
You used to those words I don't like. .
Just please, don't use those words to me. !
My heart aching right now. .
Plus with other problems. .
Make me wanna go away far from everyone I know when I think bout it. .
But, I'm not that selfish and childish. .
I am a grown up girl . .
I can separate things personally from my own personal life. .
Yeah, I am smiling in front of you, but here, inside my heart, u never know how it feels. .
Now, I want to remain silent. .
Keep smiling in front of you. .
Will repay back all your good deeds to me and my family. .
Thanks for everything good and bad you've done. .
We shall meet again next time. .
Farewell. .~

Friday, 2 December 2011

Hello December and My Jacob. .

Huh. .!
I hope I can make it this time. .
Hello December and farewell November. .
The time running very fast to me. .
December. .
Gonna be the start of my hectic world at UiTM Shah Alam. .
Its been only two weeks since I started my second semester here, but the assignment given make me feel like we already have two weeks before final exam. .
Sigh. .
Well, what to do. .
I need too work hard on this semester. .
Need to redeem back my last semester result. .
I hope I can do it. .
Yeah. .
Wanna tell ya last night story. .
At the first December, .
I had my break-fasting with my love yesterday. .
Its a beautiful evening for me at that time cause I have him by my side. .
But, cough caught him into it. .
Pity him. .
I hope he can take care of himself very well. .
Seem like I'll catch some fever too. .
Is it because of the weather nowadays. .?
Maybe. .
I won't sleep at my college tonight. .
Will be back at my aunt's house in Kajang. .
And might go to Malacca on Sunday, for wedding ceremony. .
Though, it hasn't been confirmed yet. .
So, cannot be so sure bout it. .
Well, something had happened last evening through out our dating. .
But, just keep it as a secret. .
I just hope he can settle it ASAP . .
Cause my heart can stay still if it happen again . .
It just the outside part of me wanna stay cool. .
Okay, left it behind. .
Now, he is my Jacob **one of the character in twilight** . .
But he don't want to be Jacob. .
He want to be Edward. .
No, he can't. .!
He is still my Jacob. .
The was one time I pinch his hand and he just sound exactly like a wolf. .
Now, it has proven that he is my Jacob. .
Okay guys, I've got class at 11.30 actually. .
Don't wanna stay here for too long or I might be distracted for hours ill i forget my class. .
So, I'll stop here first. .
We shall meet again later. .
Farewell. . ~
my Jacob. . 

This is Jacob after transform into a werewolf . .
Cute isn't it. .

Tuesday, 29 November 2011

Was thinking Over . . .

Sometimes. .
I feel like I just don't deserve him. .
I myself don't know why those feeling keep knocking my mind. .
Being worried too much bout him make me feel uneasy about it too. .
Although he didn't say anything about it , it just my mind kept thinking about that. .
People will say that I've think too much than I should. .
But this was what happened to me before. .
When I care about someone I love too much, he finally left me. .
I just don't want the same thing happen over and over again. .
Thats why I'm afraid. .
Being too care bout my love. .
Is it wrong. .?
Can I care about someone I love. .?
Am I being too much on him. .?
Am I giving him tensed everyday. .
Thats why, sometimes I want to be free from any commitment relationship. .
Being in that kind of relationship will make me such a "busy body" to my partner. .
But does he knew that I'm doing it because I love him. .?
I was angry at myself. .
Angry cause I can't stop thinking all this nonsense. .
Sigh. . .
I don't wanna talk more bout it. .
Lets end it here. .
We shall see again later. .
Farewell. . .~

Monday, 28 November 2011


Dear You . .
Since the time you ENTERED my HEART . .
My MIND cannot STOP thinking about you . .
Those FINGERS of mine always wanted to send you a MESSAGE . .
CURIOUS on what you were doing made me a STALKER of your PROFILE . .
Become a LIKER on everything you posted . .
DRIVING me crazy with your SMILE . .
Have an INSOMNIAC the night before we MEET . .
Being PARKINSON at the time we're DATING . .
Felt SECURED when you CARE of me. .
Make you WORRIED when I suddenly  DISAPPEARED from your SIGHT. .

Dear You . .
All those THINGS and ATTITUDE of US will make we STRONGER. .
Don't you THINK so. .?
So, PLEASE stay with me FOREVER. . .

My Day . .

When I said about my day. .
Believe me. .
It's a day fill up with bored . .
And this kind of day make me tend to think on something I feel, or thing which I see will be in the future. .
I always have those kind of thinking when I am alone. .
Being someone important and someone who others rely to is a tough thing actually for me. .
It is okay if they rely on something which I can consider, but hoping something that won't happen from me just a burden for me. .!
I just don't have the heart to hurt others . .
And please. .
I beg you. .
Don't use that to play on me. .
Using my weakness as your weapon ain't cool man. .
This show how immature and selfish you are. .
Now, I already someone else which I can rely on too. .
But, I don't want to give him such  a big burden of mine. .
Having him by my side is already enough. .
I don't want to ask more. .
I can bear all of my problems alone like before, it just having him, lighten up my problems a bit. .
To my dear . .

I wish you were here. .
Cause I can't breath without you. .
The past had already gone . .
Lets start our new chapter of our own . .
Though Romeo and Juliet are not our role . .

Okay . .!
We shall see again later. .
Daa. . ~

Sunday, 27 November 2011

Finally . .

Sigh. . .!
I was searching for two books in the past two days. .
Tired. .!!
Just found those book today. .
And it was the last one the store got. .
One of it even the reservation one. .
The one who reserved didn't come for it for more than three days if I'm not mistaken. .
Thank Allah, the book now was mine. .
The cost for law books increasing I guess. .
Pfft. .
I know. .
Law such a costly course to do. .
But, I will try my best to score till the end of it. .
Wish me the best, okay ?
Enough till here I guess. .
So tired to update more . .
We shall see later. .
Daa. . ~

Happy Day. .

What a happy day I have yesterday. . .
Yeah, totally happy for me till I can't stop smiling. . .
It is a tiring day, I knew , but I felt the joy more than the tiredness itself. .
How can I feel tired when someone I love was there, beside me. .
Our unique as well as our first date was placed at Time Square. .
Unique. . ??
Why do I said that. .
I don't know why, but having this first date felt like this is the first time meeting him. .
But, our first time met didn't seem as awkward as it is yesterday. .
Both of us being so childish I guess. .
Never mind, its an experienced which will make us matured day by day. .
Okay. .
I think thats all. .
Don't wanna talk more than this bout it. .
Scared someone will get sick after reading it. .
Joking. .!
We shall see later guys. .
Daa. .

Tuesday, 22 November 2011

Bola Sepak. . !! Harimau Malaya. .~

Assalamualaikum. .
Selamat sejahtera. .
Hahah. .!
Baru pulang dari menyaksikan perlawanan bola sepak antara Malaysia dan
Indonesia. .
Wah. .
Rasanya ini merupakan antara permainan terbaik oleh pasukan bola sepak Malaysia. .
Amat berbangga kerana saya ialah rakyat Malaysia. .
Permainan yang agak sengit tadi. .
Haha. .
Rasa berbaloi menyaksikan perlawanan tersebut bersama rakan-rakan. .
Disebabkan Malaysia menang, saya akan menulis dalam bahasa melayu sepenuhnya. .
Awalnya bercadang nak tengok perlawanan tersebut di sebuah kedai di panggil NASI LEMAK CINTA SAYANG yang terletak di Seksyen7, Shah Alam. .
Akhirnya terpaksa tengok di KFC sebab tempat tersebut amat penuh. .
Memang dugaan betul tadi sebab tv kat situ ta ada suara. .
Tak apa lah. .
Suara kami sudah cukup. .
Disebabkan jam hampir menunjukkan jam 11 malam, kami terpaksa bergesa menuju ke kolej. .
**maklumlah, kalau tak kena panjat pagar**
Haha. .
Seterusnya, kami sambung menonton di bilik tv di kolej kami. .
Suasana yang amat mendebarkan di saat penalti. .
Akhirnya, Malaysia tetap berjaya membawa pulang kemenangan. .
Doaku termakbul.  .
Alhamdulillah. .
Haaa. .
Ni adalah salah satu gambar yang aku ambil dari pak cik Google. .
Ok lah semua. .
Kita jumpa lagi di lain masa. .
Hari ini tidur dengan senyuman atas kejayaan Malaysia. .

Sunday, 20 November 2011

Perjalanan Penuh Ketabahan. . ~

Huwaaa. . ~
Tajuk post macam ape je. .
Haha. .
Tapi inilah yang aku rasa. .
Kena tabah kot mase mengharungi perjalanan ni. .
Nak tao kenapa kena tabah. .?
Sebab ni merupakan first time bagi aku menaiki train ke sesuatu tempat. .
Sebelum ni, mana pernah. .!
Anak manja la katakan. .
Dah la masuk salah tempat. .
So, terpaksa meredah beberapa sambungan keretapi2 tersebut sebelum sampai ke tempat duduk . .
Sigh. .
Nasib baik ada para lelaki yang sudi menolong mengangkat lugage aku yang berisi "batu" tu meredah sambungan2 tersebut. .
**kebanyakanye pakcik**
Huh. .!
Akhirnya sampai jua ke tempat duduk ku. .
Tempat duduk aku dekt depn pintu. .
SEbelah aku seorang pakcik cina. .
**kalau tak jeles la sayang aku**
Kebetulan duduk depan pintu, kemusykilan aku semakin tinggi. .
Ape function pic ni kat pintu. .
Haaa. .
Ni lah yang aku dok tertanya-tanya. .
Apa function gambar tangan yang dipalang tu diletakkan kat pintu tu. .?
Tak kan la tak dibenarkan letak tangan kat pintu. .
Camne nak buka pintu law camtu. .
Then, aku tengok orang keluar masuk pegang je. .
Haa. .
Ada sape2 leyh gtao sebabnye ta. .?
Confused ni. .
Huh. .!
Tapi Alhamdulillah. .
Berjaya gak tempuh perjalanan ni. .
Sampai la ke Kajang. .
Uma mak cik aku. .
Okeyh. .
Penat da cerita pasal ni panjang2. .
Bukan ada yang baca pn. .
Kita jumpa lagi next entry. .
Daaa. .~

Friday, 18 November 2011

Last Kot. . . ^_^

Haha. .
Hai. .
Assalamualaikum. .
Salam sejahtera semua. .
Wahh. . .
Ape yg last ni kan. . ?
Nothing big pun sebenarnye. .
Ni na berkata-kata mengenai hang out td. .
Maybe hang out td adalah yang terakhir. . . . .
Untuk tahun ni. .
Saje buat cuak. .
Tapi hang out hari ni agak ta organize cause ada yang join and ada yang ta join. .
Agak ta meriah di sini. .
Tp best kot!
Rasanye ni first time tgok wayang bersama. .
Wahh . . .~
Amat seronok ni. .
Cerita yang menarik. .
Ktorg tgok tayangan unggul kot!
Dalam wayang ade berape org je. .
Maklumlah. . .
Ramai sibuk SPM. .~
After that pergi bowling. .
No matter what. .
Setiap kali kitorang hang out bersama. .
Memang ta sah la kalau tak ada bowling tu. .
Hahaha. . !
Ok. .
Kaki aku lebam kot. .
Langgar motor. .
Sakit. .
Then da habis semua itu and ini. .
Balik ke rumah. .
Okeyh, bila da sampai rumah, macam-macam yang menerjah masuk ke dalam fikiran ni. .
Antaranya ialah packng barang tok balik Universiti tercinta and study for MUET.
Driving me crazy. .
Ok now, in progress of packing. .
Then I'll studying. .
Good plan isn't it. .?
Ok la. .
We shall meet again later. .
Daa. . . ~

Wednesday, 16 November 2011

15 November 2011

As I told u in the last entry. .
I will never forget this date. .
At this date, something happen. .
Something which make my tears run flow from my eyes and make my smile stay long enough at my face. .
As a Muslim, I believe in Allah promises to His servant. .
And one of His promises has been granted for me. .
I've got someone I like. .
Someone who created with the same attitude and have a lot of common characteristic between me and him. .
And yes, this is the first time I feel my love not only at my side. .
He love me too. .
How can I stop smiling after knew this thing. .?
I really hope that our relationship will remain till our last breath. .
I really want him as my partner life. .
I hope he feel the same way too. .
Big smile for thing happen in this date. .

Tuesday, 15 November 2011

Yahoo. . . .! 15/11/2011

Wahh. . ~!!
Huh. .?
Kenapa mengapa. . ?
Yahoo nibukanlah yahoo mail ataupun yahoo messenger yg sedia ad tu. .
Tapi ini adalah hasil luahan hatiku terus ke blog tercinta ni. .
Cewwah. .~!
Amboi. . !
Ayat macam ape. .
Hari terakhir ni aku dapat rapat ngn sorang Chinese boy n Malay boy. .
Hahaha. . ~!
Last day baru na kenal2 kan. .?
Malay boy tu pun last day gak hari ni. .
Sama masuk sama keluar dgn die. .
Hari ni hidup aku amat hectic. .
Aq akan egt tarikh ni. .
Memang tak akan lupa punye la. .
And td aku juga disakiti..
Niat nak gurau je kot. .
Die cengkam tangan aq sampai merah. .
Tak nak sakit pulak kan. .
Sabar je lah. .
Sesuatu yang mengelirukan terjadi pada tarikh ini. .
Melibatkan semua rasa. . .
Sigh. . .
Aku harap apa yang aku buat ni betul. .
Moga semuanya baik2 sahaja. .
Ok lah all. .
Kita jumpa lagi nanti. .
Daa. . ~^^

Monday, 14 November 2011

Today. . .

Well. .
Everyday, there are things happen in our life. .
So here, I gonna tell what happen today in my life. .
My story might not interesting. .
But I just wanna share it with all of the readers. .
Today , something happen because of me make me feel guilty. .
But first, i wanna tell a story before i tell what makes me felt guilty. .
My father is a though and strong man. .
Not from the way he look, but inside of him. .
I just realise it this morning. .
My father can still smile even in his toughest situation. .
He was asked for the money from the one who should pay it to him long time before but still didn't give any single cent to my father till now. .
What can that guy said only promises. .
Liar. .!
But my father can still smile in front of him. .
I know my father having the money crisis right now. .
For my family, we can knew it from the changes of his mood. .
Even he can smile in front of others, but not in front of his family. .
But i'm not blaming him for this. .
He actually did the right thing. .
If he didn't show it to us, who else. .?
At least we can help him release the burden a bit. .
We can't just let him bear it all alone. .
How could we. .?
So, he thing that make me feel guilty is. .
How can I being so stubborn. .
I should be grateful actually to have such a great father. .
Big smile for him. .
So, the story today is about MY FATHER . . .
Thank you for all you'd did for me. .
We shall meet again later. .
Daa. . ~!

Sunday, 13 November 2011

Wahai Lelaki. . .

Wahai lelaki. . .
Jangan kau menyukai wanita dek suaranya. .
Kerana saat suara itu mulai hilang, perasaanmu akan pergi bersama suara itu. .

Wahai lelaki. . .
Jangan kau mencintai seorang wanita kerana parasnya yang menawan. .
Kerana bila tiba waktunya kecantikan itu pudar, cintamu turut pudar bersamanya. .

Wahai lelaki. . .
Jangan kau kejarkan seorang wanita hanya disebabkan hartanya. .
Nescaya hidupmu akan musnah saat harta wanita itu tiada. . .

Tapi wahai lelaki sekalian. . .
Kau cintai dan sayangilah seseorang wanita itu atas keindahan hati budinya. .
Pastinya hidupmu terjamin pada masa akan datang. .
Malah hidupmu akan tetap mekar dengan bunga-bunga cinta antara kau dengannya. .

Walao eh!

Wah wah wah. . !!!
Ada 2 perkara yang digeramkan hari ni. .
Haih. .!
First thing. .
Supervisor aku suruh extend keje lg sehari. .
Nak tak nak kena la juga sambung lagi sehari. .
Dapat morning shift. .
Tp kata supervisor. .
Kalau keje ta siap kena buat full. .
Lepak woo. . !!
Ok, second thing lak bru je terjd. .
Tbe2 adq aq bg train schedule. .
What for. .?
Aku balik sane naik train. .
Pfft. . ~
Aku paham ayah ta dapat hantar. .
Tapi jauh di sudut hati ni, terasa gax. .
Sedeyh. .~
Na buat cmne kn. .?
Sabar je la. .
Ok la. .
Sampai sini dulu. .
Nak cri gmbar yg tnjuk perasaan aku sekarang ni. .
Kite jumpa lg nanti ok..?
Daa. .~
p/s : kawan aq suh tolong promote benda ni. . klau rajin tgok la ye..^^

Saturday, 12 November 2011

Now. . No More Hope On You. .

There was a time before I start put my hope on you. .
Your kindness and sense of humor had attracted me. .
Once I start put my hope on you, I made you as my moon in my life. .
You are a moon as you're the one who always lights up my life in whatever situation I am. .
But I know it is only one sided love. .
You'll never pay attention on me more as a friend. .
And you'll never know my feelings towards you. .
As for now. .
I am tired of waiting. .
Now. .
No more moon in my life. .
Let me live my life without your light. .
Let me run my life by myself. .
Let me hurt myself now. .
I don't want to put more hope on you. .
Now. .
No more hope on you. . .

KrEatif kE. . ?

Selamat sejatera semua. . 
Assalamualaikum. . 
Disebabkan teringin jugak na update blog ni + permintaan seorang kawan. .
Saya telah buat something td. . 
Na tao ape. .?
Ni la die. . 
Fuhh !
Boleh pun upload. . 
Da kali ke 3 bru na centre. .
Btw, ini lah yg saya buat td. .
Kreatif ke. .?
Hahah. .
Entah lah. . ~
Sy rasa byase je and sume org pun boleh buat. .
kan. .?
Da suke buat tulisan2 mcm ni dr dulu lg. .
N suka sgt tgok org buat grafiti. .
Klu boleh na belajar gak bua benda tu. .
Tp, mcm ta ade peluang je kan. .?
Huhuh. .~!
Yg ka atas tu la nme kwan sy yg request agr sy buat nme dy dlm tulisan ni. .
Sy da buat ni. . 
Tatao dy puas hati + suka ta. .
Haha. .
Well. . 
Ad lg 2 pic sebenrnye. .
Tapi taleyh na upload lax. .
Tape la. .
Sampai sini dulu ye. .?
Jumpa nanti. .
Daa. . ~

Friday, 11 November 2011


Haih. . !
Ta jadi da keje full day. . 
Hari ni masuk noon la nampaknye. .
Tibe2 leyh lax tayar moto tu na pancit. .
Sabar je lah. .
Da malas na salahkan sape2. .
Da ketentuan Ilahi kan. .?
Masa waktu bersabar tu, teringat la kisah zaman kecik2 dulu. .
Budak2 nakal suka cakap ni masa aku tengah kayuh basikal. .
"Weyh! tayar kau berpusing la. . !"
First time kena memg blur gle. . !
Boleh pergi tgok tayar tu kan. .
Lepas tu kena gelak. . 
Malu woo. .!
Da tao ble kena lagi aku jawab je la. .
"Memg la tayar tu berpusing!"
**balasan dendaman**
So, sementara aku ad beberapa masa yang ta seberapa ni. .
Akan ku gunakan tok melayari internet. .
Ok la. .
Post yang ni sampai sini dulu. .
Nanti aku sambung lg. .
Daaa. . ~

Thursday, 10 November 2011

~ Duhai Bulan ~

Duhai Sang Bulan. . .
Aku menyukaimu. .
Kau menyinari malam-malamku yang suram. .
Kau menemaniku saat aku hilang arah dalam kegelapan. .
Cahayamu memberi sinar baru bagi diriku ini. .
Setiap malam aku menantikan kehadiranmu agar menemani diri ini. .
Tapi, pernah juga aku kecewa denganmu kerana pernah kau menghilang begitu sahaja. .
Setelah beberapa hari berlalu kau muncul semula. .
Marahku padamu hilang di bawa angin. .
Ceria hatiku melihat hadirmu. .
Kau sentiasa mengekori langkahku , memastikan aku selamat. .
Perhatian yang kau berikan padaku membuat aku semakin menyayangimu Duhai Bulan. .
Tapi kini. . .
Aku baru tersedar itu semua hanyalah ilusi. .
Sekarangku berpijak pada hakikat bahawa kau hadir bukan hanya untukku. .
Kau hadir untuk yang lain nya juga. .
Aku tahu aku tak setanding Sang Mentari tuk berada di sisimu. .
Oleh itu. . .
Biarkan lah aku untuk terus menyayangimu. . .
Duhai Bulan. . . ~

Thank you. . ^^

Wow. .!
Who is this title for. .?
Well, I would like to thank my friend name Naim with his blog akulah . .
Thanks to him as for his will to teach me how to upgrade my blog. .
Haha. .!
I know its hard for u to teach me. .
Well, thank you!
We shall see again next time. .
Daa. . 

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

When It Come About You. .

Have you ever feel the feeling of loving someone damn so much. .?
If you do, you must understand how I feel toward you this time. .
Can't you see it from my eyes. .?
Can't you see it from the way I act to you. .?
What more hint should I give so you can understand how I feel. .?
But, you already hurt me before I have the chance to tell you that I love you. .
Why did you do this to me. .
But I don't care. .
I keep loving you as long as I can. .
Because deep in my heart told me that somehow, you love me too. .

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

La ~ La ~ La ~ Kerja La ~

Hai. .
Assalamualaikum. .
Selamat sejahtera semua. .
Ape khabar. .?
Ade baik. .?
Panjang pulak muqaddimah aku kali ni. .
Well, aku tengah sem break skrg ni. .
Since ta dok buat ape kt umah **selain makan tdo n online** , aku pun terima la offer tok kerja part time kt satu pasaraya yg dipanggil The Store .
Aku kerja sbagai part time promoter kt sane. .
Keje 2 mggu je pn. .
Hari ni masuk hari ke 9 aku bekerja di sana. .
Kerjanya relax + penat!
Mcm mne tu. .?
ADe pelik ka. .?
Kerja aku ta berat sgt. .
Serve customer je. .
Ta d customer aku pn dok melagut kt situ sengsorang diri. .
Di situ lah terletaknya penat tp relax. .
Penat berdiri. .
Hari ini, di akibatkn aku terlalu bosan. .
Aku telah buat something kt tangan aku. .
Na tao ape..?
Haaaa. . . !
Ni die. . !
Haha. .!
Aku buat benda ni kat atas tangan aku sbelah kri. .
Ad sorg abg ni nmpk dy kata "cantik tatu"
Haha. .
Pun boleh kan. . ?
Then ad lg sorg abg ni dy gi jentik "tatu" aku ni. .
Geram lah aku oi. .
Then dpt tmpar dy, tp skit je. .
Haha. .
And aku telah tmbh lg 1 "tatu" sbelum balik td. .
ni diaaaaa..!
Memang amat terserlah kan kebosanan aku. .?
Well. .
Aku tinggal lg brpe hri je na kje kt sane. .
19hb nty another MUET test which I should sit for. .
Aku akan buat yg terbaik. .!
And maybe at the same day gax aku akn bertolak ke centre of Malaysia. .
Na naik sem da. .
I'll miss my family. .
Ok all. .
I think it is now for today. .
We shall meet again later. .
Daaaa. .!

Monday, 7 November 2011

Marriage thing nowadays. .

Haha. . !
Surprise with my post title. .?
Well. .
It isn't something bout me. .
But just a general knowledge I earned from the stories at my workplace. .
Well, most of the stories I gained from a women who had earlier marriage such as at age of 18. .
Those woman seem so daring towards their husband. .
Cheating behind their husband. .
I didn't say anything, just can be a reminder for myself in the future. .
How can a wife yell at her husband. .?
don't they scared of the punishment they'll receive at the world hereafter. .?
Don't they want to be place in heaven. .?
Hmmm. . .
Maybe something going on that forced them to do so. .
**positive thinking**
Who knows right. .?
I'm not even married yet. .
Second thing I wanna bring it up about marriage is when it come on having child/children. .
Most of families nowadays will have the limitation of having children in family. .
This is due to the living cost which is increasing as the time passes. .
Weird thing. .
Long time ago, a family have almost more than 6 children and they can brought them up good. .
Truthfully, I was also having those limit for children in a family. .
But when I rethink about it, it is a gift from Allah. .
So, why should I reject. .
For those who don't want to have a child, u must remember this. .
You are so lucky cause u still have the chance of having a child, but what about those who can't ever pregnant again. .?
Think bout it. .
Well, I think I'll stop now. .
We shall meet again later. .
Daaa. . .

Sunday, 6 November 2011


Jalan ta berenggang sikit pun. .
Tangan satu sama lain sentiasa berpaut erat. .
Pasangan na terjatuh, "u ok ta ni?"
Apa yang si dia suka kita hadiahkan, tanda sayang. .

Yang suami jln cept je. .
Da tana pegang2 tangan da..
Malu. .
Da tua katanye. . 
Pasangan jatuh?
"u ni! jalan tengok mane..?"

Kenapa aku tiba2 post pasal benda ni...?
Sebabnye sejak keje jadi promoter ni, byk ragam pasangan yang aku dapat tengok. .
Hari tu, ade ke patut suami dia lintas jalan dulu and tinggalkan je isteri kat belakang. .
Isteri dia mengandung kot!
Ta patot btol. .!
Yang couple lak tergeseng-geseng bagai nak rak. .!
Kalah laki bini tu. . 
Bukan apa. . 
Kan ke bagus klau semua tu di buat secara halal. .
Aku post ni bukan untuk kutuk sesape tapi sekadar peringatan tok diri aku sendiri gak. .
Tadi aku sempat terpikir. . 
Kalau ada lelaki yang kata dy suka kat aku pada umur aku yg da sesuai tok berumahtannga, aku akan terima dy klu at the same time aku pn ada rsa syg kat die. .
Nanti dapatlah ktorang rasa nikmat cinta yg sebenar. .
Sweet kn. . ?
Ok lah, sampai sini dulu kali ni. .
Kita jumpa lg nnti k. .?

Friday, 4 November 2011

Alhamdulillah. .^_^

Alhamdulillah. .
Aku amat bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi atas segala nikmat yang telah diberikanNya. .
Hari ni merupakan hari yang ditunggu-tunggu oleh para pelajar UiTM, termasuklah aku. .
Tarikh keputusan keluar. .
Sejujurnya, aku tak meletakkan harapan yang tinggi. .
Bermacam perkara terjadi sewaktu minggu peperiksaan. .
Tambahan pula, aku memang tak terlalu rajin na ulangkaji. .
Jadi, memang berpatutan lah keputusan ni dengan usaha aku. .
Alhamdulillah, sebab dapat mencapai sasaran sendiri walaupun tak dapat sasaran pihak Universiti. .
Sememangnya, aku juga mendapat dugaan sewaktu ingin menyemak keputusan hari ini. .
Jadi, aku sempat bertanya keputusan rakan-rakan ku dulu. .
Tiga rakan karibku dapat anugerah dekan. .
Masing-masing ambil akaun. .
Tiba-tiba rasa menyesal lak ta teruskan akaun. .
Tapi bila aku fikir balik, mungkin ada hikmahnya. .
Tape. .
Aku akan berusaha dengan lebih kuat lepas ni. .
Aku harap ini jalan yang betul buatku. .
Aku boleh!!
Jumpa lagi nanti..^^