awww. . . . how I miss them!

I just opened the pictures that have been snapped by my webcam. . 

When it comes to my sisters pictures, my heart suddenly thought of them. . 

I know that I've been a fierce eldest sister to them. .

But that doesn't mean that I didn't love them. . 

I do really love them so much. .

I just don't know how to express my love towards them. .

People maybe says that I'm protecting my ego by doing that, but I think it is not true at all. .

It just not my way to say that I love them in direct way. .

I know I can always do that, but they will get weird if I'm acting like that. . 

So am I. . 

Sometimes, I was so upset if they being rude to me. .

Even it seem like a small matter to everyone else, it is just not in my view. .

Maybe the way I correct them a little bit harsh, but that doesn't mean I hate them. .

Looking at their pictures just now make me realize how much I miss them. . 

To all my dearest sisters, I am so missing you guys a lot. .!

Even though you all might not be able to read this, but this is the only way I express how I feel right now. .

I really can't wait for this Friday. .

I want to meet all of you. .

Want to hug you. . 

But, that might not happen. .

I know. .

Just let me keep the dream myself. .

Selfish huh. ?

My tears, please hold on. .!

Please don't run out at this time. .

Just let me cry in my heart only. . 

IBU, AYAH, ANGAH, IZAH, LELA, BIB, ARA, MAIRAH. . . 

ALONG RINDU SANGAT2 KAT KORANG. . ! ! ! !

KITA JUMPA KAT RUMAH NANTI TAU?!

Dear God, please let me live at least till this Eidm so that I can celebrate it with all my family. .

Tears!!

Why must u show up now??!

Ok. . 

We shall see later. . ^^