Sunday, 4 December 2011

Pernikahan. .

Wahhhh, , ,
Tajuk macam apa lah kan. .
HAHA!
Actually tajuk ni berkaitan dengan apa yang aku alami har ni. .
Eeh. .!
Tapi bukan aku yang bernikah tau. .
=.="
Aku hanya menyaksikan pernikahan orang lain dan ini merupakan pertama kali bagiku. .
Haha. .
Tak sangka ambil masa sampai sejam untuk menikah ni. .
Si Lelaki amat terserlah keresahan di wajahnya. .
HAHA!
Memang nervous meyh. .?
=P
Then, ada sedikit kata-kata **dari imam rasanya** tentang pernikahan. .
Tapi, tak habis-habis cakap pasal kahwin dua. .
Aku dengar pun geram. .
Tatao lah Si Wanita tu macam mana. .
Lepas tu, lelaki kena ber-taklik . .
Kena tandatangan surat-surat. .
Dan macam-macam lagi. .
Ni lah pasangan pengantin baru tu. .
Gambar ni di ambil saat pihak Lelaki ingin menyerahkan mas kahwin kepada pihak Wanita. .
^__^
Ni pula ialah acara batal wuduk. .
Kena tahan lama kot sebab ramai sangat nak ambil gambar. .
HAHA!
^__^
 Pernikahan ni berlangsung di salah sebuah masjid di Jasin, Melaka . .
Petang tu, majlis persandingan berlangsung di rumah pengantin perempuan. .
Tak dapat tangkap gambar sebab amat sesak!
>,<"
Tema mereka ialah kuning. .
^_^
Majlis di rumah pihak lelaki pula akan berlangsung minggu depan di Johor. .
^__^
Dan. . !!
Disebabkan pernikahan ini juga aku berkenalan dengan seorang budak lelaki. .
Wahhh. .
Statement hangat tu. .
Mana nak campak kekasih hati sekarang ni. .?
Lek lu. . ~!
Seperti yang di highlight kan. .
Budak ye, umur pun baru lima tahun. .
=)
Namanya Muhammad Irfan Amir . .
Masa dia bagitau begitulah dengarnya. .
Paham-paham je lah bila budak berumur lima tahun yang berkata-kata. .
Budak ni asyik melekat je dengan aku. .!
Sampai makan tadi pun nak aku yang suap. .
Tak nak makan dengan mak dah. .
Pening aku. .
Allah nak bagi aku rasa ada adik lelaki sekejap kot. .
=)
Amat bahagia perasaan ini. .
Inilah budak yang aku perkatakan tu. .
Banyak aktiviti kami bersama. .
Main congkak kot. .
Main ramai-ramai tapi dia tak bagi aku main dengan orang lain. .
=.="
Dia tidur kat riba aku, nak gigit aku, aku geletek dia. .
Wahh. .
Tiba-tiba aku rasa rindu dekat adik-adik aku. .
T_T
Nak balik rumah. .
Bercerita soal balik rumah, tibalah saat dia perlu pulang ke rumah. .
Ibu dia dah ajak balik rmah ni, dia terus paut erat tangan aku. .
Tak nak balik. .
Lepas aku dah cakap suruh balik baru lah dia nak ikut ibu dia. .
^_^
Okeyh. .
Sampai sini dahululah post untuk kali ini. .
^___^
Sampai jumpa lagi. .
Daa. . ~

Cute Baby Girl I've Met . .

Okay. . !
Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hi! . .
^__^
Got a lot of things to tell my dearest blog actually. .
If yesterday most of my entry were something that make me upset. .
This time, I'm gonna write bout something opposite, means, happy thing!
Okay, I've been at Kajang for a day and has done something new!
I learn how to drive. .
Wow!
Totally freaking me out and make me nervous. .
Like my aunt said, it is how it look like at the first time. .
So, need to learn more after this. .
Another thing. .
I was helping my aunt at her stall last Saturday. .
And I just met one little cute baby girl. .
I even had a chance to hold her in my arm and snap a pic with her. .
See her yourself. .
See. .
She cute isn't she. .?
Feel like don't want to let her go that time. .
Aww. .
Enough my story of happy part in Kajang. .
^_^
We shall see again later. .
Farewell. . ~

Saturday, 3 December 2011

Luahan Hati Saat Ini. .

Sedikit lega saat ini setelaf menelefon ibu dan menangis. . .
Walaupun aku tidak meluahkan perkara sebenar, itu sudah mencukupi. .
Teasa amat ingin memeluk ibu saat ini, tapi apakan daya, jarak menjadi penghalang . .
Kata-kata dari ibu sahaja sudah cukup untuk membina semula semangat aku yang kian hilang kebelakangan ini. .
Entah kenapa, diri ini terasa amat terhina dan diperkecilkan dua tiga hari ni. .
Ya Allah, adakah aku telah menyakiti hati orang lain. .?
Soalan ini ku ajukan semula kepada diri sendiri saat aku disakiti. .
Ya, aku berlagak tabah d hadapan mereka semua . .
Wajahku terukir dengan senyuman walaupun hati dan jasadku sedang dilukai / terluka. .
Tapi tidak bila diri ini bersendiri. .
Air mata mula meronta-ronta untuk mengalir membasahi pipi yang sudah lama kering dengan tangisan. .
Rontaan itu tidak dapat lagi untukku cegah kerana tiada lagi alasan seperti "aku akan diejek" saat ini, kerna, aku sendirian. .
Duhai hati, akan ku jahit kembali luka-lukamu. .
Duhai air mata, telah ku hapus dikau dengan tangan lemahku; bertahanlah selagi kau mampu. .
Duhai diriku, sabar dan tabahlah dikau menghadapi hidup ini. .
Ingatlah, doa ibuku sentiasa mengiringiku. .
Ibu berkata, "janganlah kau bersedih kerana itu akan membuat ibu turut bersedih. Tapi, jalanilah hidupmu dengan kegembiraan jika kau mahu ibu turut gembira."
Ibu, akan ku ingat kata-katamu itu. . !
Aku minta maaf kepada semua yang mengenali diri ini jika aku tidak dapat menjadi yang terbaik untuk kamu..
Aku hanyalah aku. .
Sekian. . . .

I Have My Own Limit. .

Sigh. . .
Starting a post with a sigh. .
I know who I am . .
I was just someone who owe your family too much. .
Thats why I don't wanna talk back even after u just mock me. .
Please!
I was raised with good words, not like u. .
You used to those words I don't like. .
Just please, don't use those words to me. !
My heart aching right now. .
Plus with other problems. .
Make me wanna go away far from everyone I know when I think bout it. .
But, I'm not that selfish and childish. .
I am a grown up girl . .
I can separate things personally from my own personal life. .
Yeah, I am smiling in front of you, but here, inside my heart, u never know how it feels. .
Now, I want to remain silent. .
Keep smiling in front of you. .
Will repay back all your good deeds to me and my family. .
Thanks for everything good and bad you've done. .
We shall meet again next time. .
Farewell. .~

Friday, 2 December 2011

Hello December and My Jacob. .

Huh. .!
I hope I can make it this time. .
Yeah!!
Hello December and farewell November. .
The time running very fast to me. .
December. .
Gonna be the start of my hectic world at UiTM Shah Alam. .
Its been only two weeks since I started my second semester here, but the assignment given make me feel like we already have two weeks before final exam. .
Sigh. .
Well, what to do. .
I need too work hard on this semester. .
Need to redeem back my last semester result. .
I hope I can do it. .
=)
Yeah. .
Wanna tell ya last night story. .
At the first December, .
=))
I had my break-fasting with my love yesterday. .
Its a beautiful evening for me at that time cause I have him by my side. .
But, cough caught him into it. .
Pity him. .
I hope he can take care of himself very well. .
Seem like I'll catch some fever too. .
Is it because of the weather nowadays. .?
Maybe. .
I won't sleep at my college tonight. .
Will be back at my aunt's house in Kajang. .
And might go to Malacca on Sunday, for wedding ceremony. .
Though, it hasn't been confirmed yet. .
So, cannot be so sure bout it. .
Well, something had happened last evening through out our dating. .
But, just keep it as a secret. .
I just hope he can settle it ASAP . .
Cause my heart can stay still if it happen again . .
It just the outside part of me wanna stay cool. .
Okay, left it behind. .
Now, he is my Jacob **one of the character in twilight** . .
But he don't want to be Jacob. .
He want to be Edward. .
No, he can't. .!
He is still my Jacob. .
The was one time I pinch his hand and he just sound exactly like a wolf. .
HAHA!
Now, it has proven that he is my Jacob. .
Okay guys, I've got class at 11.30 actually. .
Don't wanna stay here for too long or I might be distracted for hours ill i forget my class. .
So, I'll stop here first. .
We shall meet again later. .
Farewell. . ~
my Jacob. . 

This is Jacob after transform into a werewolf . .
Cute isn't it. .
^_^