I'm sorry Mom.. .

I have a problem. . 

I call my mom with thought of telling her my problem. . 

But, knowing that she really worry about me, I don't have the heart to tell her my problems. . 

I don't want to give her such a burden anymore. .

But then, I think again. . 

If I'm not going tell her about my problem, who else would help me. . ?

Then, I came out with my second thought. . 

Just let me bear all the pain and misery alone by myself. . 

I don't want to burden anyone. . 

Just let me torture myself. . 

I such a troublemaker. . 

Mom. . . 

I'm sorry. . 

I know you worried about me as we are far apart from each other. . 

I admit that my life here not good as when you're by my side . . . .

But I just don't want you to keep thinking about my condition over here as you need to take care of others too. . 

Mom, just let me keep this problem for a while. . 

I'll tell you once I think it's the right time to tell you. . 

I love you so much mom. . . 

<3 <3 <3

we shall meet again later. . 

Dadaaaa. . .! ! !